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entry May 31 2006, 01:50 AM
Now I remember why I keep my heart chakra closed. Opening it is like driving a knife into my chest.

It partially blossomed today, and it's holding open.

Dear God, all those people. All that sadness. All that war and hate and destruction. Oh God, oh God. What the hell are we doing?!

Edit: I'm hemorrhaging energy out my heart chakra (and I feel fairly queasy and weak because of it). Of all the chakras, the heart is the hardest to master I think - mainly because of its giving nature. The need to heal the problems of the world means that my system devotes energy to the world at large... I'm going to need to completely restructure the way I work to incorporate that. Less of a solid energy store, and more of a flowing through-the-world existance.

Double Edit: Alright it's about 6 or 7 hours since the chakra half-blossomed, the majority of the energy leakage has stopped, and the chakra is mostly dormant again. The physical pain/pressure seems to have died down too.

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GaiusOctavian
post May 31 2006, 03:17 AM
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post May 31 2006, 06:06 AM
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It's all well and good to say that, but it doesn't do anything.

There are so many better ways we could achieve the goals that even America put forward in its "war on terror". So many things are being left behind.

A remnant of my last self even thinks its bad that I can't decry the Americans, but I've perfectly achieved the state where I can't - they are slowly destroying themselves through the internecine politicking, and I'm honestly sad for them (which is where I want to be, but it's difficult to be here).


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post May 31 2006, 12:50 PM
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Can't be fine and dandy forever. Look at Rome. Things happen. When in doubt, move to the next country.
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post May 31 2006, 04:52 PM
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It's not a matter of things staying fine and dandy - things have always been messed up. But rather than attempt to fix the problems of the past, they're glossed over, or glorified and things continue to get worse until it's all destroyed.

That's no way to live.


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