Im not sure if anyone has noticed my absence in the past 3-4 months but now im back. What happened was my mother read an instant message i had with an occultist friend and she found my papers on rituals ,spells, etc. I got in a lot of trouble (im only 14 years old) but im risking it all again to come back here and continue my occult studies, less vigourously. I would explain what happened in more detail but i doubt that anyone cares.
Possible additions to this post to come.
That is, if someone finds interest for it.

Sorry to hear of your difficulties in following your path, anything that interferes with things that are dear to us is hard to bear.

Lets hope that you can quietly enjoy it here now.

Is there any hope of being able to explain things to your mother in a way that would help her understand your interest?

Not now, my parents saw occultforums and told me "i dont want you on that" and made that the end of it. Perhaps in the future i could tell them, maybe when im 18 and/or moved out.
I wouldnt have the courage to talk to her about it anyway...

Greetings GunpowderPerfume!
Alas, we see so many come and go it's hard to keep track of you(all)~ (IMG:style_emoticons/default/rolleyes.gif)
I hope that the arrangements with your parents won't impinge on your path...but you'll find that time will bring cessation to restrictions. I think that as parents we try to 'protect' our kids and that this is sometimes a large stumbling block. My parents destroyed my library when I was young and forbade me use of the tools of my trade. It didn't matter ultimately. Kids need to push against boundaries and parents need to establish them, both are in school. If you ever become a parent you'll find this to be true. Hang in there! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif) It's good to hear from a returning member who has intelligence and a healthy curiosity!

Interesting you chose that for the topic...
You are 14, it's not like you don't have another 60 years of your life left to persue magic at least (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) Fortunatly by the age of 16 most parents are less strict about internet access.

Athena

jeez, lol , study hard, learn things that will make money and if you are a bit like me, then you may do anything possible to make a court order stating that you will live independently, i am a linux certificate and a CCNA, i've studied so hard that at my age i was invited to SAS a high school/ college program. and here i am, lonely but hey i am growing faster than i would have ever expected when i was dependent. my creativity is developing at an amazing rate, and its even more calm than i was around my parents house.


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This post has been edited by Uwe: Nov 17 2007, 06:53 PM