I started magick a few months ago, and i had some great friend that know a lot about it, so i had a good start, anyways, here's the story:
They gave me a meditation, i went to bed whit the intent of doing it, well, i layed down, and started doing it, after 8 minutes, i stoped, and in my mind i sayed HI!
After like 3 secs i ear a Hi, well then we just start talking, and i asked very questions (IMG:style_emoticons/default/13.gif)
Well now he feeds on me, he's my proctector and he's always whit me!
Anyways, i kinda invoked a entitie whit my will cause i didn't realy did anything to invoke one!
Do you guys think i am ready for getting into evokation!? (IMG:style_emoticons/default/rule.gif) Lol (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bicycle.gif)

This post has been edited by Nero: Nov 29 2006, 03:36 PM

Before you run head long into a more ritualized version of this ability, take the time to appreciate the ease with which this experience came to you. Evocation is a fascinating art, but really it sounds like what you have experienced came so naturally that you may not need to go to such great lengths, accept possibly for the aesthetic value of it.

You'd be surprised how many people have a hard time doing what you did. It's easy enough to shift what's going on 'inside' - i.e. invocation - into an external phenomenon - i.e. evocation. Explore this ability a little bit, learn to work with it and really get a good feel for how it operates in you, how to control it, and then decide whether you want to go the ritual way. Maybe you'll develop an aptitude as a medium.

peace

see if he has any friends you can meet - i find thats always a good thing - and if he won't let you meet others....

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will do! thanx (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bigwink.gif)

Good to hear that you've got a friend, sounds like it's easy for you to get along. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)
Can I ask though what did you mean by feed on?

the same way you eat for getting energy to live, he feeds on me to get energy! he feeds of my energy! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bigwink.gif)

Greetings!
I'm having some difficulties in understanding your 'friend'....
IMHO, it isn't necessarily good to having something that you've never met before to 'feed' off of you. ??? What is its name? How does it feed? How does it protect you? ...and from what?
Just being inquisitive...
Does it need to feed on you? why? I hope that you aren't offended by my questions, but I'm abit concerned. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/confused012.gif)

A gaurdian would not feed off of you. They would share energy with you but not use you. Be careful.

Guardian is definatly the word here, you need one fast !
The reason I say this is because of the above, but also once you have agreed to a vampire, does it stop before more come?

I'm a little concerned here, not that I'm jumping to any conclusions... but this protector of yours doesn't seem too healthy. I'd suggest you put up some charms, anoint your floors, doors, walls and windows with either smoke via smudging, holy water via washing or both, sea salt on your window seal, an onion wrapped in red yarn. Throw up as much protection as you can muster and try again to call your friend. If he doesn't show then clearly something is warding him off. But if he is allowed to enter past all you defenses you may have a nice new guardian... or a big bad parasite. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/q20.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/blablabla.gif)

All the warnings aside I really do wish you well, and I hope that you your friend is really your friend.

i found the truth, he used me and he gonna pay for that, he is a fallen that was linked from the OTO to get information about "can't tell to you guys, sorry", that little dirty mf fuc*** me up, anyone have suggestions? i guess i saw something on the site of how to destruct egregores. or was it servitors (IMG:style_emoticons/default/badmood.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/chair.gif)

This post has been edited by netzgewebe: Jan 1 2007, 06:52 PM

Do you know exactly what it is?