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daev |
Mar 22 2005, 01:24 PM
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I have tryed to make a servitor but Its hard for me to tell if it worked or not. I have totaly beleive it has been created... but I don't know if its retarded since its my first time. I also don't know how to comunicate with it. I asked it to show me its self in my dreams last night... but then before I went to bed I wanted to have a dream about sex so I thought about sex for a while before I went to bed. When I awoke I did not recall having a single dream, that is unusually for me as I keep a dream diary and tend to remember at least one of my dreams or parts of one. I made a sigil, above the sigil I put its name and drew the sigil about 10 times, only a tenth of the size above the large sigil. Under the large sigil I wrote a bunch of verbs , i forget them all but some were, bring, watch, move, take. I went over the words in my mind while I stared at the sigil. I don't quite know how to make a servitor. Am I doing the right thing? The main pourpose of my servitor is to answer questions I have about people,places, things. I also want it to be able to sent people thoughts and feelings... and move phisical objects (is that possible?) mabey I should have wrote a sentence under the sigil like, GO WATCH "SOANDSO" AND TELL ME WHAT THEY ARE DOING. I really like the name and sigil I made so I didn't want to make the servitor do only one specific task.
Daev
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daev |
Mar 22 2005, 01:26 PM
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BlackMagickMistresQUOTE Hi again!
To answer your questions; No I could not see through it. She was a solid form for me. The servitor looked like me but a bit different...her eyes had a fiercely profound stare that I don't think I put there, I almost feared her.
She was as suductive maybe even more than I imagined her to be. Everyday it seemed like I could feel her getting stronger.
My servant was an nocturnal Servant that only went about her task at night. I would also send her to my intended home and to his face (because I had never been inside his house only outside of it). I would meditate on her travels. I knew the way to his home and I sent her by air, sometimes I imagined her to shapshift into a bird and she would find her way to his bed and I would watch her make love to him as he slept.
It seemed like he would be in a trance with his eyes open and I could see it all. I also felt it....I would masturbate to raise the sexual energy I felt she needed, and I could see the expressions on his face. As I reached my orgasm he reached his, and I could see it.
The feeling was powerful but not like regular sex. I felt weak and tired after, like I was being drained of all my energy. I also started feeling him when we were near...I mean within miles. I got these gut feeling in my stomach that almost restricted my breathing, I knew when he was in the office and when he wasn't. I also felt when his wife was at the office or not. After I brung death to it I still felt that feeling for months after.
After the climax I sometime would lose the vision of my servant, other times I could see her coming back to me, but I never saw her in my home. Only when I needed her.
Each time after my servant had sex with him my boss the sexual tention was even stronger. I could see him on the edge of his seat waiting for me to react to him.
The key to creating a servant is to "raise emotional energy", I had and still have a huge crush on my boss and I transfered that into my servant's being. but I don't know what else I transfered into it. Because she/it was stronger than I was, I could feel it.
I learned how to create the Nocturnal servant and other things from the book:
"GOTHIC GRIMOIRE" by Konstantinos. The Author of "NOCTURNAL WITCHCRAFT" The book is all about Nocturnal witchcraft not Black magick. But you can change any spell to fit your intent...all you need is your will.
Please READ THE BOOK AND EXPLORE
bY THE WAY, Do you know of a group to pratice magick with in michigan?
Blackmagickmistress
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