Unknown Entity 'Haunting' Options

Hi Folks

I'm looking for some info/help on an unknown entity which has let itself be known around me. It is essentially harmless ... I am a natural born clairvoyant/medium and can usually link into most energy fields and communicate. However, this entity/presence refuses to 'talk'.

It often permits itself to be seen fleetingly as a tall, humanoid being dressed completely in black. I've seen it in meditative state fleetingly too ... a being of black with no noticeable facal features.

I know that any energy being 'cloaked' in black usually wishes to hide its true intentions or identity ....

It is frustrating as it does make itself known on a regular basis. I channel writings, usually on my own at night, and it will manifest itself in front of me or to my left ... but not as a being of black but usually transparent .... I am aware only of movement around me (like now ... it is leaning over me on my right). It is not a negative presence ... I know that much ....

However, the computers I use will often inexplicably crash or malfunction when this presence is around me ....

I am aware too that another presence is around the 'black man' as I've called it. This one seems a little more malevolent ... attempting to reduce my disciplined (I am a working druid) control to rage and anger .... it seems the intention of the other to have me in this state ... usually to block the channelled information I receive ....!!!

I feel the rage come over me like a malaise ... I have no control of it as if an outside force has zapped me ... I know it is not the black man but the other presence .... it is the other presence which concerns me .....

I need some kind of idea as to what it is .... I never detect it until the rage is upon me .... the more I fight the rage the more it remains and builds and builds until I have to go with it to get rid of it..... it is like a blackout at times .... often with anything in my hand thrown across the room (or a hole in the plasterboard wall) ..... this other presence may have been with me for many years .... the black man only coming around me since we moved into this house about 2 years ago ....

Any input on the identity of either???

I know the rage is a result of an outside 'haunting' and not something internal. I have researched and experienced the paranormal now for over 30 years ..... as a 5 year old I would be taken on out of body experiences around the universe ....!!!

I am no novice at this ... and have survived attacks (at night) by unseen presences strangling me, punching me, pressing on my chest to suffocate me .... I've survived many scary situations ... always able to communicate with the entity and somehow reason with the force ..... all apart from the 'rage raiser' .... an entity I fail to recognise ....

The black man intrigues me .... the entity is there to communicate with in some way ....

Someone's aid on either would be wonderful .....

Matt

I am new to the site!

Greetings!
May I suggest a diagnostic with a shaman and a healer? I'd be very interested in seeing what a 'soul retrieval' would discover...Rage is not friend...it'll burn you out and it isn't a healthy state of mind. Strong emotions should be taught to work for you, not against you. Before doing anything magical it always is a good idea to know yourself, either bpsychoanalysis or contemplative meditation. It may be that these two entities are manifesting from within not from outside. Give that some time to percolate through and see what you think...
Good luck! I forward to hearing from you again... (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

However, the computers I use will often inexplicably crash or malfunction when this presence is around me ....

AHHH! Someone else who's had this! I had something similar last year, it was quite insane.

My problem is that I don't have just one, and none of them talk.

I've had a thought though, for your specific case - perhaps it might be someone who needs your help? If the black man is surrounded by another entity, then... well... that was my line of thought.

Na ... the black man and the 'raging one' are not linked in anyway ... the black man seems to have manifested more in this house (our two youngest boys have seen him ... unprompted ... before ever I let on I've seen him. The wife has captured him on photograph) .....

But the raging one is an entity I've nicknamed 'Raan' in the past .... he may be from within ... or he may be a separate 'pull through' .... I 'dabbled' with a Ouija board as a naive 13 year old and asked the fatal question 'prove to me you are there ...' a series of physical manifestations occurred (at school) ... and the rage has remained around me ever since .... I feel it is a separate as I am 'goaded' often into getting angry by a formless entity!!!! Part of a series of psychic attacks which I have described elsewhere on this site .... I've learnt the hard way ... falling into all the pit holes basically .... but it is the best way to learn really except I can't shift this damn thing which keeps crashing electrical good when it manifests .... computers .... tape recorders ... cameras ... anything!!!! It is very powerful .... but I am JUST more powerful than it as I can deflect its attack more often than not ... it is when I least expect it that it wins .... I have come to the conclusion that (applying the universal principle that you attract what you need for learning) I am meant to have this entity around me to overcome my darkest emotions .... it may well be a manifestation of my 'dark magician' or something on those lines .....

I'm just tired of its games that's all!!!

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Ahhh ok.

The ability to interrupt electrical equipment is generally a good demonstration of a spirit's power. A friend of mine has some spirit friends - and they turn on and off her stereo when asked. From what I've gathered, there's a ranking system of power that can be derived from a spirits ability to interact with the "real" world. But this is a side point. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wink.gif)

Do you think it might be possible to sublimate it? As in, redirect the energy it's putting into you, into a different use. Currently you seem to be trying to suppress it - pushing it back.

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I was coming to the same conclusion ... I'll try it and let you know the result!

Another 'haunting' experience is worth a mention too .... around 9 years ago I had a period which lasted around a month when I would wake in the morning and find 'spider-like' entities all over my bedroom wall and ceiling .... there would also be moving clay like statues of a little more than 6 inches tall ... don't laugh ....!!! it's true ... I wasn't hallucinating ... there was this small clay like entity attacking another clay like entity on a shelf opposite my bed!!!!! Weird ....

Then to top it all .... I woke up one morning to see five entities of around 4 foot high suddenly materialise out of the air ... it was like they'd been spray painted onto the very air itself .... they were dressed in Egyptian like head gear and had a kind of spinning fan-like mechanism in the centre of their chests .... I wasn't scared in any way .... I merely watched them for abot five minutes as they crowded round me becoming more and more substantial .... then I turned over and went back to sleep!!!!

I wasn't in dream state in any of these occurrences .... I recorded each occasion in a diary at the time and there must be thirty seperate events ... I will dig out the entries and post them at a later date .... ANYONE ELSE HAD SIMILAR OR CAN EXPLAIN WHO OR WHAT THE ENTITIES WERE????

About fifteen years ago ... I'd visited a girlfriend's (now an ex) flat ... sometime in the evening I noticed a shadow in the corner of the room ... thought nothing of it because I always see movement and shadows in this way. Ten minutes later a very high pitched noise began to emanate from the spot where the shadow hung in the room .... the high pitched noise became louder and louder ... even the girlfriend could hear the high pitched noise ... we sat and watched ..... the high pitched noise then reached a frequency where we couldn't hear it anymore .....

Days later other residents of the property and neighbouring properties complained to the landlord that there had been a very high pitched noise coming from one of the flats!!!! So everyone else heard it too!!!!

It wasn't anything electrical ... just a screaming entity!!!!

Anyone got suggestions for what this was???

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Another 'haunting' experience is worth a mention too .... around 9 years ago I had a period which lasted around a month when I would wake in the morning and find 'spider-like' entities all over my bedroom wall and ceiling ....

*gibbers incoherently* I've been seeing the damn spiders too. Only they have this tendency to appear, jump at me, then disappear.

No idea what they're about. Astral spiders?

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif) sounds of 'yippee ... yippee; someone else!' ....

They didn't leap at me ... but I did get them crawling over my pillow and on the bed cover inches from my face ... they looked a little like moving spaghetti!!!! The entire ceiling at one time had been infested with them!!!!

Kind of un-nerving at first ...but then I would 'expect' them to be there ... then the day they weren't I was a little p****d off!!! Never seen them since ....

But sense too they are likely to be 'astral' spiders on a slightly higher frequency to this one .... I get shadowy movement on walls and ceilings these days ... but nothing as solid (well transparent/translucent) ....!!!!!

Digressing .... (may be wrong theme for here)

Had a strange meditation experience last night ... I always meditate before I go to bed to program the dreams I have in the night .... within seconds of closing my eyes I always project into an astral body ....

Last night I'd projected into a streetscene preparing to enter a building when a wonder SUDDENLY appeared in my projection ... walking past me well out of place ... emblazoned across her jumper was her name .... BARBARA (can't recall her surname which is a crying shame .... something like EDDLESON) .... she was there for a moment or two then wandered off... I remember my conscious awareness in the projection that she wanted herself to be known to be though I never knew her .... never had this type of communication before .... Women in her fifties; very outward with masses of curly blond hair and very bubly personality. NOt overweight either. Real spirt connection ... took it she must have gone to the otherworlds very suddenly .... dunno, but I have thought ot mention it as it may link with a member here .... dunno?

Anyway ... apologies if this is in the wrong section (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wandwizard.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/starspin.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/001.gif)

Ooops ..... 'wonder' should read woman!!!!

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The spiders and such are on the lower astral. Just trash...try to raise your vibration rate and you will no longer be plagued by these things! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wizard.gif)

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/wacko.gif) Thanks for that ....

I am no longer plagued by the astral spiders .....

That was a decade or so ago ... just thought it was worth mentioning on a posting for any others who might read this and are seeing the spiders ......

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err.... (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) may I post this query here too?

I have a horse, 4 human shapes, several cats and a pack of coyotes together with 4 owls, and some curious smaller shapes which rush about. I think they are squirrels or guinea pigs. This menagerie lives in the house with me.

It can become trying at times as although I do not have to provide for them, my privacy is severely hindered (IMG:style_emoticons/default/blush2.gif)

The horse I can explain as it is my familiar. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/horse.gif)

One of the humans could be a dead male relative as it is curious about things electrical, and tends to stand over me when I am using an electrical gadget.

But I am totally confused about the rest of the troupe. I live in Africa and coyotes are not an African animal.

Can anyone shed any light on this amazing zoo which trails about with me?

Alafair ~

This post has been edited by Alafair: May 8 2005, 02:12 AM

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/hmm.gif) Let me ponder on this ... and I will get back to you ...

I experienced the spider like things once, really annoying! It was during a state of intense paranoia from a working, so needless to say, the spiders did not help. I can't remember how I got rid of them, but my guess would be frankincense smoke and/or a cleansing bath. It was kind of creepy, I could feel them dropping on me. Fortunatly they never came back (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) If they did I would have probably checked myself into a nice comfortable asylum LOL.
One thing I have found with entities like the anger one that you have annoying you, if the entity is trying to bring about an emotion or fear or whatever that I just don't have any incling of, they tend to get bored rather quickly and leave me alone (IMG:style_emoticons/default/harhar1.gif) If you have some being plauging you, they can always be banished as well. Of course if it was me, I might just force the being into a triangle and play it some hippie love music for 24 hours (IMG:style_emoticons/default/diablo.gif) and see how it goes. I did have a being once who seemed to help exasserbate some issue I was trying to get rid of, oh that was a pain in the ass! It all finally worked out in the end though. What I have found works really well when dealing with beings like this is to keep things in balance, don't give them more attention than your physical mundane life. This really helps as far as getting what you need done in this world long term.
As far as the black dude goes, oh that could be a lot of things (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) Several beings naturally show up black from what I have seen. I had a ghost in my old house wo always showed up black and shadowy, I also have run into some sort of night critters that hang out in shadows that are naturally black. Can't remember what they were now though. Fortunatly for me none of the resident "invisables" (what an odd name, they don't seem very invisable a good deal of the time!) don't mess with my computer, we are still working on the "don't wake me up on a worknight" bit though... Knocking on my bedroom door at 2am when I have to get up at 4am just isn't my idea of fun, no matter what they want.
Athena

The horse I can explain as it is my familiar

Aha! someone else with a horse familiar, I thought I must be imagining it since everyone else seems to have cats (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

I used to have some strange beings wandering around, I found it fascinating, but they seem to have left of their own accord, either that or it was because I often used to do the LBRP, not entirely sure to be honest. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/mellow.gif)

(IMG:style_emoticons/default/rolleyes.gif) Congrats to this site ... since I've been focussing my energies on the joys of debate ... my awareness has been away from the rage manifestation ...

The entity still skulks around ... but with there now being an overflow of spiritual energy at my disposal (the soul adores the lower self to be in spiritual debate) the urge to permit the mental attack to overwhelm me has lessened somewhat!

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