QUOTE(mediocracy @ Nov 23 2005, 11:41 PM)
Fear is the key. Overcome fear and the ego is destroyed/tamed. Then one can open the heart chakra to universal love/compassion. I can't even love myself right now, cannot overcome my fears that the ego manifests into attachments. The work goes on.
That part always sucks (IMG:
style_emoticons/default/sad.gif) I think everyone is there, or at least there a good part of their life (I have worked with a lot of people and been there done that myself).
Meditating on opening up and love for months helped a lot for me, but it was damn hard. And it's not like suddenly we wake up changed on day, it is all in stages, darn! Best of luck with this Mediocracy.
I recommend the book God is a Verb if you are into the Kabbalistic stuff at all.
Athena