Here is my experience with a ritual I did towards the Celtic god Belenus sometime back in July that I had pretty much made up from what I figured would work.
First I did somthing like the qabalistic cross only a bit different and visualised solar energy going through me, then I made a cirlce with about 30 loonies while chanting a phrase dedicated to the Celtic god Belenus. After that I sat down and just meditated for a few minuites then called Belenus for a few more untill I felt "different". I had brang some rye as a gift for Belenus (the loonies were also there as a sacrifice) took a shot stood up poured out the rye in a circle over the loonies while explaining myself out loud in the middle of the forest. After that I tryed scrying and at one point I got soo tired that had to lay down. I awoke about half an hour later wondering what had happened.
For some stupid reason i never recorded my dream, but I do remember feeling enlighened once I woke up. This was the first ritual I have done where I actually had planned it out for at least a month and had major intent. My walk back through the woods was also very interesting I was full of appreciation and had a feeling of mild bliss.
I don't think drinking the shot of rye and meditating at the same time was the cause of me getting so tierd, but then I don't usually meditate and drink at the same time.
I feel that this ritual was a success... My goal was to be in a better financial position and in less then a month I was walking down the street and was offered a higher paying job with more hours. It was wierd because it was a place that i had worked before and had quit twice with no notice and during a very busy time when i was needed very badly. There was reason behind why I had quit twice but it's really of no importance. Feel free to comment or ask me questions... I have probably left a bit out since this happened a while ago and i didn't record my experience.
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