Greetings!
Your problem isn't the book, it's you. CC37 is correct if this is causing so much trouble. Why did you buy it to begin with? Instead of immersing oneself into subjects best left to more advanced practitioners, learn various meditations and grounding techniques. Study your own mind to understand how you work and how you relate to the world through your own universe. Dabbling with demons is not a good newbie pasttime! Good luck! (IMG:
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