can any one help me with some thing plz Options

hi every one i was wondering if any one could help me out i am very new to ceremonial stuff but not over magic so for give me if you find my post dafft lol.i got a copy of the goetia off amazon its mr crowleys one with the nice pics of the spirits of the goetia in. as soon as i picked it up when it came i could feel the enegy coming out of it i have tryed to seal the enegy in it and clean the enegy out to. but its not working i like the book but i feel that i should get rid of it or some thing i would of thought that the seals of solomon would keep every thing in it and stop things coming out it could be me what is the prob more then the book i am very psychic also so i wonder if i am linking in with the book some how?????? lol any way thanks for your time (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

Not being funny here, but Ceremonial Magick is about energy and contact and you got a result almost straight away - I would be thrilled (and was) and want to learn more, my journal would be full of this exciting moment and I would be delving in, trying to understand it etc etc.; this just sounds like it scared you. Are you sure you want to follow the CM path?

Maybe you should think carefully about why you want to look into CM, is it just out of interest or research or as an experiment or you have some future ideal in mind?

I really do think you need to be clear about why and to what ends here and if you do think it is for you, then I would start with basic stuff. Don't take any notice if you get called fluffy whilst you are reading say Kraig's Modern Magick, if you want to do it for real, then you have to start at a place where you can handle it.

Most importantly, you should enjoy your path.

With kind thoughts

Radiant Star

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