As a mystic in alchemy circle we traveled to the Gates of Death as described by Robert Monroe and to the Spirit Homes and to the Lowest Planes called Hell . There is a suicide realm in Hell which not all suicides go to . Those who forgive themselves , are forgiven by those alive on Earth that love them and by the Godhead do not go to this place . Others leave when they are forgiven . Some stay until the time of their "natural death ". The place did not seem so bad . It seemed more a self inflicted punishment .
When I read as a medium , I meet suiciders . One who shot himself in the head to end chronic excruciating pain due to his terminal cancer was already with his loved ones in spirit . He was only there a few weeks . The wife and son had forgiven him completely and his only regret was the mess .
Another one had been dead nine years according to his daughter . She could see him but he could not see her . I was reading the daughter's friend and this girl appeared who died in a fire . Her father killed himself in grief because he could not accept that it was not his fault . The daughter wanted me to tell the father she was happy and he should join her . He did not believe he could . But he recieved her message with great joy .
I have more questions than answers but I feel so far that Godhead is unconditionally loving and that we learn from mistakes and move on when we have .
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~*~Love , Light n Laughter, Aunt Clair ~*~
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