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post Nov 22 2005, 04:44 PM
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I have reason to believe i am going trough the dark night of the soul. Wich is fine and all that, but it causes me to feel like shit for the moment.
Everything, even death, seems hollow and boring to me.
I feel this intens feeling of unhappynes, sadness, melancholy if you will.
If you want a complete description of what exactly it is, google has good results.

Could anyone provide me with some guidance, so that i may awake from this night a well rested man? Or perhaps some real life experiences, its always more interesting than regurgitated googleisms. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/fie.gif)


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post Apr 28 2006, 10:47 PM
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Actually I went through something very similar not too long ago. I associated it moreso with susto than the dark night of the soul. I lost over 40 pounds and became so secluded I hardly left my home. I gave up my studies and basically lost all will to thrive. The only way I could get over it, or through it, was to do so willfully. I ended friendships with people that thrived on my turmoil and I picked up my books again. It took over a year and a half to get back to where I was. I really was a hollowed husk of who I was before. Some of it was spiritual, some personal, and some due to a certain psychic vamp. l


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post Jun 14 2006, 02:58 PM
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ah, i went trough that to, but i do not think that is really the dark night. I went trough that before i picked up magick.

The dark night is an unmotivated time, hollow inside, yet fearless. No reason to thrive, yet thriving anyway. Going trough the motions and feeling empty while doing it.

It is the result of spiritual growht, of disataching from the material and losing the ego. Most people live for material things. When this desire is destroyed, and the material craving subdues, there is nothing left sometimes. I believe it is mainly the cause of unguided growth. And the love of life seems to vanish, because there is nothing left to live for.

One must search for love then, that oneness with the universe to fill up the void. One must fall like a raindrop in the ocean of life, and become part of the flow. However, this must be realised.

Correct meditation and insight can prevent the dark night in many, however some may thing they have shed the material world and experience the dark night unexpectadly, then they are surprised and lost until they can realise this truth.

This is a hard problem to overcome, since there is no psychologist or friend in the world who understands this, since material people never get to feel the emptyness when there material desires are destroyed.

It is as i read a few posts back, the ego seems to be necesary, however it is not, if you get past this dark night. However, be warned, it is possible to experience the dark night over and over again, when you go back to material desires.


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A_Smoking_Fox   Dark night of the soul   Nov 22 2005, 04:44 PM
mediocracy   Been there for a while now myself. I had some brie...   Nov 22 2005, 05:08 PM
A_Smoking_Fox   Lets hope we reach the end of the tunnel. For the ...   Nov 23 2005, 10:56 AM
Radiant Star   The ego is necessary, the idea that we should try ...   Nov 23 2005, 11:22 AM
A_Smoking_Fox   thanks for your help radiant star. However, i do ...   Nov 23 2005, 12:18 PM
Radiant Star   What a wonderful explanation. I think I have fall...   Nov 23 2005, 12:35 PM
esoterica   mars is in retrograde = introspection, self-confli...   Nov 23 2005, 12:36 PM
mediocracy   Fear is the key. Overcome fear and the ego is dest...   Nov 23 2005, 05:41 PM
A_Smoking_Fox   Hmm, fear. That is a big obstacle indeed. there a...   Nov 24 2005, 01:14 AM
Bb3   There's really no correct answer to your probl...   Nov 24 2005, 01:21 AM
mediocracy   When you are happy, be happy. When you are sad,...   Nov 24 2005, 02:27 AM
Mr_Merlin   Greetings to you all! aaaah ... 'The Long...   Nov 24 2005, 03:18 AM
A_Smoking_Fox   i know what you mean bb3, one must be aware of the...   Nov 24 2005, 05:28 AM
mediocracy   As you have pointed out, the 'simple' part...   Nov 24 2005, 09:05 AM
Bb3   Mediocracy, it's not that you can't turn b...   Nov 24 2005, 12:55 PM
Athena   The best advice is to just wait it out. Be sur...   Nov 24 2005, 05:27 PM
Athena   I fully agree on the ego bit! Not destroy ...   Nov 24 2005, 05:30 PM
Athena   I must say, i do not think that is so. Our past ...   Nov 24 2005, 05:31 PM
Athena   That part always sucks :( I think everyone is ...   Nov 24 2005, 05:35 PM
Mr_Merlin   Greetings Fellow Magicians ... I did the search e...   Nov 25 2005, 03:12 AM
Radiant Star   Good explanations Mr Merlin :) I don't like ...   Nov 25 2005, 04:23 AM
esoterica   Actually, it should open your eyes to the fact tha...   Nov 25 2005, 08:30 AM
Marquis DeSade   I haven't read all the posts in-depth but I wi...   Nov 27 2005, 12:44 AM
A_Smoking_Fox   marquis, i will have to listen to that song then, ...   Nov 27 2005, 04:25 PM
ॐ Z ॐ   This is a depleating condition I have been afflict...   Dec 17 2005, 10:14 PM
Mr_Merlin   Well said! It is exactly that (for me anyway...   Dec 18 2005, 03:50 AM
A_Smoking_Fox   I read a text by some yogi once. It had nothing to...   Dec 18 2005, 05:23 AM
mediocracy   You cannot serve both God and Mammon. http://www....   Dec 18 2005, 12:34 PM
Mr_Merlin   :clap: Well said! Excellent! I couldn...   Dec 19 2005, 03:16 AM
Rakesh   ] Words can not describe how perfectly this rings...   Jan 6 2006, 04:56 PM
A_Smoking_Fox   I see some light, perhaps a lot. when i stop to a...   Jan 11 2006, 01:47 PM
Sadako   Interestingly enough, I went through a sort of ...   Jan 13 2006, 03:09 AM
A_Smoking_Fox   exactly. Exactly. We may have different faiths, bu...   Jan 13 2006, 04:54 AM
Rakesh   Yeah, it appears to be a built-in psychological pu...   Jan 31 2006, 05:06 PM
Psypocalypse   The dark night of the soul is a total collapse of ...   Feb 11 2006, 06:31 PM
Acid09   Force yourself to do something new. As psypocaly...   Feb 13 2006, 02:41 PM
WhiteRaven   "Not the goody-goody christian god either...   Feb 27 2006, 01:49 PM
A_Smoking_Fox   good advice Acid09. Simple yet wise advice. The be...   Feb 27 2006, 05:32 PM
Sicksicksicks   I always saw the ego as the basic survival instinc...   Mar 27 2006, 07:51 PM
Makavelli   During a dark night of the sould it is important t...   Jul 27 2006, 03:10 PM
A_Smoking_Fox   That is the tendancy, to stimulate yourself trou...   Oct 31 2006, 11:03 AM
Suxur-Mash596   I have found the underlying reason for these Dark ...   Nov 4 2006, 11:14 PM

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