The goal of the ritual for me was to hopefully have a child( its what we both wanted). But in the process I learned a little about myself and her. Thats s when I knew she wasn't really the one for me. I still care about her, but I'm not in as much emotional turmoil as I was before. So to me this ritual was both a success and a failure. Now I'll be able to find someone else. Did I learn a lessosn maybe. But either way to me the result was bizarre and thats why I started this thread to see if other people using the Nec system have had results like mine. At where you don't quite get what you asked for.
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