QUOTE(gmcbroom @ Aug 19 2006, 09:58 PM)
The goal of the ritual for me was to hopefully have a child( its what we both wanted). But in the process I learned a little about myself and her. Thats s when I knew she wasn't really the one for me. I still care about her, but I'm not in as much emotional turmoil as I was before. So to me this ritual was both a success and a failure. Now I'll be able to find someone else. Did I learn a lessosn maybe. But either way to me the result was bizarre and thats why I started this thread to see if other people using the Nec system have had results like mine. At where you don't quite get what you asked for.
gmcbroom
Everything happens for a reason my brother. We grow stronger and wiser each day. Just remember that the Gods and angels of the Necronomicon are good and U have nothing to fear. The Urilla in my humble opinion is evil and can not be worked without some form of negative reprecussion. However of all else in Simons Necronomicon and SImons Necronomicon Spellbook have no fear. Add me to your Yahoo messenger and I will answer any questions concerning the Elder Gods and the Necronomicon.
May Enki walk with you! May Enki protect U! May Enki guide you!