Anyone Here Use The 50 Names Of Marduk?, Through Meditation? Options

I have been curious about using one of the 50 names of Marduk. Specifically Gil. However since I haven't walked the Gates and won't be able to for awhile I was thinking about meditating on the sigil and then utilizing an A. O. Spare method of sending out my request instead of
a straight evocation. Anyone try this? I'd probably have better luck using Inanna since she had the whole sacred prostitution in her temple I believe but Gil might understand my request better.
Any thoughts?

I have an old experience with one of the Nec. Name. It was in May of 2003. We all know what happened during that dates in the world news. USA was in war with Iraq and they still are. But this is my experience. I was sent to Iraq with my troops. I was scare cause who knows what it is going to happened there or if you are going back to see your family. A few month after we arrive to Iraq I was send back to home for tow weeks vacation. Once I got home the first thing I did was to grab my copy of the Nec Spell Book and other books I have in my collection. After the tow weeks I was again in Iraq and pull out my Nec Spell Book and flip thru the pages until I found the 12 Name (ASARUALIMNUNNA). He is the power that presideth over armor of all kind and is excellently knowledgeable in military matters and He can provide and entire army with all the weapons needed in three days, which is what I needed for protection or in case I needed some back up. I didn't do any of the rituals from the spell book or the long version presented in the book. I just meditated His name and sigil most of the time I was there and it was very useful. Thanks to him and other entities I got back home safe.