Like everyone else said . . . slow down a bit. The only thing a mad rush does is dillute the result.
First, I tend to make the sigil . . . then wait. Sometimes weeks, other times months . . . hell, I have a couple that are going on years. Waiting does a couple of things, it lets you "naturally" forget the sigils purpose (I cover the explaination with a sticky note) ... plus, it lets your normal life take care of the issues before wasting your time/energy on a magical solution
Urine (remember, its all about sending the sigil energy). Hold your bladder . . . . a little longer . . . a little more. Now, when its become nearly painful and your truely afraid your going to piss your pants (and particularly if you do), envision the sigil while you break-stream. Right at that point, when your fully focused on the feeling of that release, visualize your sigil taking that out-pour of energy. White-hot bright sigil. By the time your flushing (or stripping off the wet cloths), sing a tune from the eighties and forget your work.
A.O.Spare's method is neither-neither. When you feel very strongly about something (a belief or "truth", an emotion, pain, hunger...) contemplate the opposing truth. Everything is a composite of two (at least) opposing realities. The one you recognize, and the one thats its adverse. The two, when contemplated, should cancel each other out. This will produce undifferentiated energy . . . power thats currently unassigned. It may also produce another "object", find its obverse, contemplate it. Eventually, all relating contexts will be annihalated with thier natural opposites. You'll then be left with only the energy that it needed/used/consumed, but unattached to "anything". Dump it into your sigil. White-hot bright. Then forget the work . . . take a pee, try to stand on your head, quickly run naked out and then into your house . . . anything that replaces the focus on the work. (just a side-thought, when you use neither-neither . . . always dump the energy into something intentional. Your mind will apply it, one way or another, it WILL. might as well be something you want. Otherwise, path of least resistance, it willl usually end up into some negative aspect)
Bloods just like urine, like puck said . . . its about that moment of gnosis . . . its a flash, but an important instant.
This post has been edited by palindroem: Sep 2 2006, 08:55 AM
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