QUOTE(Lunch @ Sep 6 2006, 06:10 PM)
I launched my first sigil a couple weeks ago, and being the selfish prick that I am, I geared it towards 'getting a girl'.
Now I'm completely obsessed! She's all up in my head like leaves on a tree and I can't get her out! And she's obviously not interested, and I think I'm creeping her out!
So last night I made one to 'counteract' the previous one... sort of as an addition to the one that's already out there... in the hopes that it'll help divert the energy towards something more positive, and perhaps I'll stop thinking about the damn broad so much. I think it might work, but I can't be sure. If anything, it might've strengthened the bond.
And of course, it makes sense that me and my accident-prone impulsive self would launch my first sigil for something that created consequences I didn't have the foresight to see. Either way, I'm pretty much flabbergasted that it worked at all. But now I'm sorta screwed up in the head.
I have since realized the error of my ways and launched more carefully worded sigils with more pure intent... But how on earth do I get rid of this nonsense?!
You creating the second sigil just added more energy into your problem. Normally you would try to reverse the magick, one is example is what you did. This will not work here becuase trying to "reverse" it will just get you tangled up even more unless you can controll the first one. Burn both sigils and put it behind you. Take up another hobby such as a video game or book to take your mind off of her, and create a different sigil. Charge this sigil for something totally not related. Get your focus on something else. Charge the next sigil for say, better success in your every day affairs. Start small and broad and then when you start getting used to directing the energy and intent, move on to larger and more defined things.