i find that when i keep drawing energy in, i reach a treshhold at wich i can draw in no more.
Its like blowing up a rubber tire with your mouth, you don't have enough breath to pop a car tire, perhaps there is a way to strengthen your capability of drawing in energy.
And then one might be able to draw more.
But i do not think it is probably dat you can damage yourself with it.
Aquiring greater skill in drawing in energy also brings greater control over the energy, trough the experience of working with it.
Thats why i always keep on drawing energy. This bag of meat will just have to cope with my spiritual growth, or die trying.
Either way, it is my thought that if my body is unable to contain me, i will have reached my goal and become enlightened. Then it will be my spiritual energy containing and keeping togheter the body.
Wich is an intersting thought (IMG:
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The manifestation and side effects vagrant dreamer speaks about, are things i sometimes have, but i take them mostly of a sign of having made progress.
My opinion on these things is rather unique, since i kind of follow my own system. So vagrant dreamer is probably more correct.