Living With The Knowledge Of Past Lives Options

I have an inherent ability to not only see my part lives but also relive them in the sense that i experience emotion and feel physical pain. I have also retrieved objects whilst traveling to locations that i have not visited in this lifetime and yet i know exactly what i am going to find as well as where to find it. I am now trying to delve deeper into this aspect of my life and find out how much impact it has on the present. I would also like to understand why i can access some of my abilities from past lives but not the others. If anybody has any insight or has shared a similar experience please advise.

thanks for the advice it was very usefull even though i did not like the answers. I now know that i have to follow this path for the good of others no matter the cost for it will be worth it in the end.