I don't think it's possible for your soul to leave you, but then again, I "am" my soul. That's how I feel, live, and look at things. It sounds more like you may be going through a period of prolonged depression more than anything else friend. I suggest checking out
www.stresscenter.com , it's awesome, and the program is WAY awesome. (PM me if you want some mp3's)
Sometimes on our path, we go through Dark Nights of the Soul. They suck, but are not permanant. In less dramatic language, "Dark Nights" are spiritual periods of depression. I wish someone would've told me that in less arcane language back in the day, lol! I would have dealt with it ALOT better, sooner, from a modern vantage point, but oh well, lol! You think all types of cooky stuff during that time.
In anycase, I just think you're depressed, or going through a "Dark Night". Your soul has not left you.
Then again, I could be wholly wrong, and it's sitting here right with me telling you to chill (IMG:
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-F.F.
(P.S. My apologies if I am incorrect. Just trying to help.)