Necronomicon Spirit Experiences, Your experience here Options Rating

To prevent a lot of threads about one SPECIFIC spirit/god of the Necronomicon, I am starting this thread. So, just list either a god from the Necronomicon, or a spirit from the Necronomicon, and list your experience. So basically just list your experiences from the Necronomicon. I don't have any experiences, YET.
Thanks,
Chaos_mage4
P.S. I also did this in the Goetic forums, Infernal forums, and Enochian.

This post has been edited by chaos_mage4: Jul 28 2005, 11:22 AM

Kairos, How did it turn out for you? Nothing has happened yet for me concerning the reason why I used the candle magic to contact Hegal. Except that I had to put my cat down. But I don't believe Hegal would take my cat as a punishment. I'll try the ritual again at a later date, just to give it more time. Afterall, I just read in a different post that sometimes these requests for the 50 names take time sometimes weeks sometimes months.

Kairos, How did it turn out for you? Nothing has happened yet for me concerning the reason why I used the candle magic to contact Hegal. Except that I had to put my cat down. But I don't believe Hegal would take my cat as a punishment. I'll try the ritual again at a later date, just to give it more time. Afterall, I just read in a different post that sometimes these requests for the 50 names take time sometimes weeks sometimes months.

As per yet, nada. What I originally tried was the meditative/sigilization idea you had suggested with the seal. When that didn't work I did the actual ritual about a week and a half ago. I think I'm gonna have to wait and see what happens with this one. I'm tired of trying out all these love spells that don't pan out. We will see what happens.

I'm very sorry about your cat. Almost exactly a year ago I had to put my cat to sleep. I mention this because when this happened I twisted and distorted in my mind his death with my flawed relationship with my then girlfriend. You and I are very similar. I feel almost as though you're going through the same thing I did. I think that maybe the best advice I can give you is to lay off of magick for a while. Or at least not focus too much on chaos magick and love magick. It's very easy to become obsessive with these things and to get confused. Anyway, I wish you success in your endeavors. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

Uggggg. Okay, here's the deal. I feel kind of lame having to explain all this silliness but I might as well. Any help or advice you guys could give would be EXTREMELY appreciated. By the way Moderators, I'm sorry in advance if you guys feel this should be a separate thread but it relates to the stuff above.

About a year ago I broke up with my then girlfriend due to numerous reasons that I need not delve into. After this happened I decided to try doing some chaote-style magick (mostly sigillizations) to find another partner. I had never really done much magick before (though I was pretty knowlegable about the theory. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/blush2.gif) Insert snarky remark here). None of the spells really worked, or if they did the results were very diluted and/or skewed. I finally gave up with the chaos style and did a few more official ritual works, also with minimal results at best. My friend even gave me a spell to use which also was ineffective. The majority of the spells used were very broad, and not directed at any one person, but just to help me find a lover. No avail. Now it sounds like I'm some kind of Jabberwocky right? No, pretty average lookin fella, just get frazzled when I try to communicate with most members of the opposite sex. And then there's the Hegal thing. This spell was directed at someone. But I BARELY know this person. Not to mention the fact they were in another state at the time I did the working. And I just found out today she's now in another country! Arrgh. Sorry, but I've just become frustrated to no end with this whole situation. I honestly don't know how to appraise it. Should I stop trying to do love oriented magick, should I look for what went wrong in the spells, should I wait until I become more proficient with more basic magickal excercises to approach it, should I look for another person, should I not look for anyone, Is all this magick bullsh!t anyway, am I unbelievably stupid or just losing my mind?!

Again sorry for being all over the place but this is how my mind's been at times lately and I figured it may help to see the flotsam and jetsam exposed. I don't know. So damned indecisive.

So anyone possibly up for helping me sort out this nasty bag of snakes?

This post has been edited by kairos: Sep 26 2006, 09:56 PM