I was extreamly depressed about a year ago for a while and it mainly all boiled down to not having my prorities straight and not exercising my willpower. I went on anti-depressents with the intent to straighten out my life while I had the ambition and positive energy the pills gave me. I didn't let myself get addicted to the pills like a lot of people do, I made small changes and had big realizations.
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The only thing that can be considered harder is pushing aside the urge to kill yourself, and face what it is that makes you want to kill yourself in the first place.
Ya, That is sooo true. I never wanted to kill myself... contemplated it but only to grasp an understanding of why others do it.
I have a friend who is manic-depressive and she cuts herself... She doesn't know why she gets depressed but I think that its because she uses drugs and drinks more then she can handle. Also shes a bitch and thinks shes better then other people and doesn't treat people the way she would like to be treated.
But back on topic... I don't think anything different happens to people who kill themselfs compared to some one who dies naturaly... or unnaturally. If I didn't like my life then I would kill myself if I wasn't smart enough to figure a way out of the hole I dug myself in or was thrown in. I think that If I got my eyes poked out, my tounge cut off and pencils jabbed in my ears then I would be pretty depressed if I wasn't alowed to kill myself.