Anyone Here Use The 50 Names Of Marduk?, Through Meditation? Options

I have been curious about using one of the 50 names of Marduk. Specifically Gil. However since I haven't walked the Gates and won't be able to for awhile I was thinking about meditating on the sigil and then utilizing an A. O. Spare method of sending out my request instead of
a straight evocation. Anyone try this? I'd probably have better luck using Inanna since she had the whole sacred prostitution in her temple I believe but Gil might understand my request better.
Any thoughts?

f%*! yeah Dude! If I were in Iraq I would do the same exact thing bro! I wish I could go there for Necronomicon related reasons--but to be blown up is not in my imediate plans. But kick ass PureNaturalEnergy!!!

f%*! yeah Dude! If I were in Iraq I would do the same exact thing bro! I wish I could go there for Necronomicon related reasons--but to be blown up is not in my imediate plans. But kick ass PureNaturalEnergy!!!

Thank you Suxur for your support. Things over there are for real you get expose to death every day while you are there no matter the time it could be during the day or at night while you are sleeping. Your mind change your attitude change you change a lot. When I got home we still suffered the consequences of been there. Like when a car back fire we were getting very nervous and sometimes throw ourself on the ground to take cover. It became a natural reaction. My wife and friends use to laugh at that but when they saw it was for real our situation and how nervous we got they stop laughing at that. Other times I use to wake up screaming take cover, take cover we are getting attack and mi wife got all nervous. One time I was in my parents hose on vacation and they had a birthday party and at the end of the party we all went to sleep my wife and kids we went to sleep in my room all in the same room and my kids brought a balloon to the room and that night one of the balloons pops I woke up screaming a BOMB, a BOMB EVERY TAKE COVER GO TO THE BUNKERS! my wife woke up very nervous asking me what happened and i snap out of it. Then she start laughing I just wanted to smack the crap out of her just for that. But I am glad i made it back thanks to the Necronomicon. Peace and may Master Enki, and Lord Marduk be with all of you.