Greetings AstralFlare!
My first reaction to your post was not very good. I must admit to being short-tempered by such questions. As I'm writing this I am trying to come up with any number of responses....please bear with me.
Ah....I just am at a loss here. You are very young and, no doubt, rather intelligent. Don't be in such a hurry to get where you think you're going. Savor the journey. That's where the Magic is...
There are a number of subliminal programming media out there. Google them up and read away! You don't need fancy electronics to learn about manifesting ones will. You are already doing it! Life experience will unravel the mysteries to you. Stay happy and healthy. I wish you the very best.
I'm sorry if this isn't what you were looking for.
Peace,
Bym (IMG:
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