Truth Seeking, what is life, what is humanity, what is you Options

as the topic suggests.

Lately i am missing more occult discussions on these forums. altough i like talking about vegetarianism and drugs, i want to talk more about the nature of my beliefs and study.
namely the search for pure untainted truth. and the gathering of as much power as i can contain.
Those are my goals, towards enlightenment.

I was wondering how others view their search for whatever they are searching for.
perhaps some have found some form of truth they are content with, i wish to hear about these opinions in a respectable way.
no bashing others ideas, just sharing (IMG:style_emoticons/default/baby.gif)

I myself belief in non-existance. however i believe this truth has to be experienced in an enlightening experience, or more experiences.
at the moment i have experienced this at times. but i seem to keep forgetting it in the long run, and their seems to be a need for constant experiencing this non-existance. thus to live fully in this awarenes. This is hard to do, but rewarding as it makes life a peacefull experiences.

No-mind, the stopping of mind chatter is the primary practise of this belief, toghether with meditation.

this i try to combine with ceremonial magick, trying to get a taste and feeling of magickal essense and energys. i have found they have a distinct taste when working with them over the years. enlarging this taste and connection is one of my goals.

the increase in magickal potence gives me more control over things in life trough magick. this enables me to worry less about things not nesesary for the first goal of no mind. This way i can use magick to steer my life where i want it with little effort, so that i can practise no-mind and non-existance in an undisturbed way.

However, i have many questions still and many ways to go.

I hope this will get a possible discussion started, perhaps we can enlighten each other on various ways.
i would really like to learn more about the magickal side, sinse i consider myself still a child in learning at that side. The consepts of the spiritual side are easier.

so lets get started, anyone wanna share their core beliefs, mentalities conserning their practise. not really the tools of the trade, but really what goes on in the head while doing them. feelings tastes sensations that happen during practise.

my magick practise tastes verry purple. the nature of these energies tastes not evil or good, its a strange taste. a feeling of strength and energy without a connection to good or evil, a purple goo swirling around me. this is not something i visualise, its not important to me how you visualise your magick. its the feedback you get. no matter how i visualise my magick acts, it always tastes like this to me, wich is something i think more true than my visualisations.

I believe that by discussing these tactile connections we can learn from each other how to closer connect to these energies. in truth and not merely visualisation techniques. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif)

lets begin...

Yes, what I am describing mostly falls under the realm of observation. It's akin to entering the flow of your thought and then staying within that flow and not becoming distracted by other things. The goal is to be able to go deeper and deeper and you'll find there are many different depths you can go to and such. Not that it's always the case, but consider this: with this you're attempting to discover your innermost voice, not the voice you most often associate yourself as, in other words you're looking to hear what your divine self has to say. At the most basic and surface level you'll be able to manipulate and lead your thoughts but that's not the case all the time in deeper levels. I will say that this isn't always having to do with actual wording, it comes differently for people. This talent for hearing the true self is that skill you see in those who are 'natural' or wonderkin in the occult arts and even in most fields of skill. Though the naturalness of a persons ability often doesn't mean anything when it comes to levels of potential, other than that it may be possible to arrive at your potential quicker.
Yes, if you're thinking about actively thinking, that would be the honing in on one single thought or idea. Initially this may not sound like actively thinkings about 'things' but on practice you'll find your thought or idea to have a surprising amount of flexibility.
I'm not sure I understood all that, let me know if you come up with anything else.