I Need Some Help Options

hello everyone

i need some help the help in the form of healing.

my question is. is there someone that is willing to evoke a healing spirit and ask if the spirit is willing to heal my body.

i really want to learn evoking spirits but in my current condition that will not be possible.

i see evoking spirits as a means of learning and helping others.

i really want to be my body in peak condition again not only for learning evocation but also to be able to help again.

i know the usual answer on these forums is go to the doctor or something like that but i have done that for almost two years.

and for my body completely healt and cured then the spirits are my chance.

so is someone able and willing to help.

blessing to you all.

thank you radiant star i will look in to your suggestions blessings to you