First Servitor, questions....?? Options

I created my first servitor about a week or so ago with the tast of being a Watcher. I only gave him this task so it would be something simple for my first attempt, and i had the source come from my energy supply. I gave it an current unlimited date to be around until i felt fit. I wanna know how I can tell if I have correctly done the creation, I haven't to yet tried to speak with him through meditation, but I have seen slight open-eyed visions of him while i glance at windows (somewhat like him on the window looking out to me) I'm not sure if its in my head, or if thats his way of showing me he is here. Also, is it fine to use myself as an energy source for him? (since he is created from my own energy, I thought it would be fine) Finally, is it alright to give it an unlimited time, and just banish it whenever I feel is fine? (as long as I don't keep it around forever)

if it had a material base (like a jar) destroying it in ritual (to declare it's banished from your life) should be sufficient. If you continue to think about it after that ritual, then it won't really die until you can forget about it. As long as you have faith in a deity or you practice regular banishings/invocations, you should be ok. Try visualizing it being forced out of your home when you banish.

if it had a material base (like a jar) destroying it in ritual (to declare it's banished from your life) should be sufficient. If you continue to think about it after that ritual, then it won't really die until you can forget about it. As long as you have faith in a deity or you practice regular banishings/invocations, you should be ok. Try visualizing it being forced out of your home when you banish.

Donnow, but it have the impression that it still tries to contact me, nothin negative though.
The thing that worries me is since it's possible destruction, are my emotions. There is a lot of anger and aggressiveness... Maybe I can use them to make a new baby ?

Donnow, but it have the impression that it still tries to contact me, nothin negative though.
The thing that worries me is since it's possible destruction, are my emotions. There is a lot of anger and aggressiveness... Maybe I can use them to make a new baby ?

Like altpath said, ritual destruction of its material "body" can go a long way in removing its energetic "body", certainly with this as a specific ritual intent . . . (my practice doesn't include generic banishing as a specific method of ending the servitor . . . maybe making me less accessable . . . but not ending it).
But this is certainly the point where specific, even ritual, re-absorbtion of the servitor can help. Not only to you energetically eliminate its energy/spiritual body and in the process give it "someplace" to rest (ie, back into your energy body) . . . but psychologically you substantiate its useful end. Its a basic process of giving closure.
I can imagine that, at least psychologically, even after you intend that your servitor is simply "dead" due to it completing is function or simply from lack of attention . . . the fact that you continue to think about it, continues to give it energy (or creates new thoughtforms that are "similar" to the original servitor).

Reabsorbing completes its useful life-cycle, provides you with a sense of closure and returns the energetic "mass" to it appropriate source.

emotion (anger, joy, sadness . . . ) are natural things. Its your job to balance and equalize these attenuations. But don't split them off from yourself to perform functions and then leave them out there to do as they will . . . this is how personal demons can be formed. Welcome them back to their source, appriciate what they've done for you as a seperate entity and what they can do for you as a reintegrated part of the whole (the All in a microcosmic sense).
You can use them do do anything you want . . . in the real "truth" (I Know Nothing), you are using them anyway . . . split off or reintegrated, appriciated or ignored.

This post has been edited by palindroem: Nov 2 2006, 01:09 PM