Well Buddhasmash, what I think you're getting at is interesting. But, if the world is mechanistic, meaning that it works according only to physical laws, then it is purely deterministic as well. If it is purely deterministic then there is no free will. My suggestion is to stop thinking in terms of what part of magic you're going to study, and just pick a few good things and go through them. Modern Magick, The Magician's Workbook by Tyson, Liber Null and Psychonaut by Peter Carroll, Nightside of Eden by Kenneth Grant, The Book of Thoth and Magick in Theory and Practice by Crowley. There are better ways to learn than reading, but that kind of material is going to get you playing ball. It's not that hard. Perhaps it's simply not in the deterministic cards for you to do that.
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You enter into the gibbering madness, the attack of alien forces so bizarre and profane that it stains your soul, and you exit into the next world a stronger man.
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