What you're saying is that the life has gone out of it. You can't do magical workings that way. There needs to be a very pure emotion involved in magical workings. Maybe you need to get out and live a little, cause a little turbulence in your life. Nothing works better than having a lover I've found. You get to feel just about every human emotion that way. Here's what I think about Chaos Magic: It's pragmatism. You believe what you need to believe in order to do the work needed. Everything else is just a metaphor.
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You enter into the gibbering madness, the attack of alien forces so bizarre and profane that it stains your soul, and you exit into the next world a stronger man.
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