Should I Get Rid Of This Stuff. Options

I have had a problem whit starting out a dayly study rythem, faimling in keeping it up, starting over, writing things up in a new note book, failing, and so on and so on. Now I have a bunch of half written note books whit magickal notes and I feel in a way theese testaments to my failiures is holding me back from getting going whit a dayly study rythem. I have been considering burning the old note books as a clensing ritual, but I am hesitent as there is so mutch information aboute rituals and exersises I have done there. Do any of you have any advice aboute what I should do?

I have had a problem whit starting out a dayly study rythem, faimling in keeping it up, starting over, writing things up in a new note book, failing, and so on and so on. Now I have a bunch of half written note books whit magickal notes and I feel in a way theese testaments to my failiures is holding me back from getting going whit a dayly study rythem. I have been considering burning the old note books as a clensing ritual, but I am hesitent as there is so mutch information aboute rituals and exersises I have done there. Do any of you have any advice aboute what I should do?

My advice is to buy two good blank books and compile the good stuff into them, and then throw all the other crap away. It's a lot of work, but losing everything usually isn't good. I do know the feeling. I'm just about through a blank book and it's one of very few that I have finished. I can't wait to buy another one, there isn't anything like starting a new magical diary. My advice is not to save too much, and keep what your intuition says is necessary.

Piles of notebooks can get thumbed through, and even if you're practicing Mercy Pillar magic you can get your ass in trouble. If someone read my notebooks, I'd get a reputation, and unfortunately, even someone not on the Pillar of Severity usually does too. That's my recommendation. Take your time transferring them, and get yourself a place to put all the notebooks that are lying around for when people come over. Secrecy is essential to both Pillars of magic.

Thank you for the advice. Yesh here the other day a frind of mine picked up one of my books and I could see he wanted to open it, but he must have seen the look on my face and put the book back down. It is wery private information in my magickal note books and I dont want anyone reading them but me and those I give spesific premission.

Thank you for the advice. Yesh here the other day a frind of mine picked up one of my books and I could see he wanted to open it, but he must have seen the look on my face and put the book back down. It is wery private information in my magickal note books and I dont want anyone reading them but me and those I give spesific premission.

Agreed. Magical diaries are very important too. Don't worry about making them perfect. I've had all these ideas about learning calligraphy to do them, but honestly, what's in them is only important to me. I destroy them eventually, because I have no further need for them. Just went through a period of doing that, all my archives and everything are gone. I'm doing another one right now, but it doesn't really matter all that much.

I guess you are right aboute that that they dont need to be perfect, I have a tendency to be a perfectionalist though so I often feel I should have done better than I did.

I guess you are right aboute that that they dont need to be perfect, I have a tendency to be a perfectionalist though so I often feel I should have done better than I did.

still its kool to aim being a perfectionalist. its a real powerful statement. Sages have spent a lifetime to simply be come perfectionalist in certain power.. e.g levitation.

But do know that you need not do something to perfection to get 100% success. you can still do something 60% of your capacity or resource and still be 100% successful. So no worry about perfectionalism friend.



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It is just so hard for me somtimes to acept to not be perfect that I often stop doing a thing when it is only 80 persent or 60 percent, witch is a shame as one can not be perfect all the time. But I am working on inproving.

I used to want it all to be perfectly written up and neat and orderly when I started, but you end up with lots of stuff you don't need, so now I jot things down on the back of an envelope and after I get a small collection of these odd scraps, I write or type them up and cut out the dead wood.

I learned that most of the things you will never need or even read again, but if you just pick out the really good bits, you then end up with a quality journal or personal grimoire.


Having said that, I have been at it for a few years now and I am journalling even less and just picking out the highlights now, thank goodness for the computer and the ability to edit (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)

What a computer it might be more easy to serch for the information I am looking for also, the only concern I have aboute putting my notes on a computer is how easy it is for others to acsess through the internett. Now I dont think I would be interesting ehough to anyone for somone to activly try to brake into my computer and read my notes, but as they say your computer is hacked every 20 minutes, there are 14 year olds out there for example whit nothing better to do than brake in and mess whit other pepoles stuff. The solution ofcourse would be to have a computer that was not conected to the net, it is not expensive to for example get a second hand pentium 3, but it do take up space whit such and exstra computer.