QUOTE(mysterious @ Oct 2 2006, 08:00 AM)
I remember a past life I had, can anyone explain this to [...] There was this crystal ball thing on a sick hung up on a wall and there was lightening in it. i was forced to touch this ball the minute I touched it I was possessed by many spirit my voice changed in many languages my body was hoisted in the air out of control. i was told by this law I will live many lives and I have to find the key to break the spell other wise I will end up like this through out my lives, I can't remember what i did wrong and how or what I have to do to break the spell yet it feels weird how my life now feels like in some kind of repeat mode yet in another time of life.
The part of the quote in bold is exactly the same for me. The spell you speak of sounds like the Black Iron Prison in Philip K. Dick's book Valis. In the Black Iron Prison (BIP) everyone lives under the delusion that they are free and that they are actually progressing through time. What's actually happening is that space is being rearranged around them so it appears as if time has passed, that is the spell, and those casting it are very interested in this Montauk Project business - as it points to the sorcerers (not magicians) behind this (all the creases and gaps in space-time caused by reckless abuse of occult knowledge).
The BIP requires that people remain blind to the bars about themselves, we are infinite beings forced to be finite!
*Why did They burn all the esoteric knowledge in the library of alexandria? Why are people like Jesus, Wilhelm Reich, Aleister Crowley (anyone who actually has an inkling to the truth of What Is Going On) why are these people crucified? Why are there so many lies around WWII and what it was about? Why are there many texts from the torah and bible hidden and locked away in vaults.
What don't They want us to be thinking about?
Do you think that the media tells you
'what's going on' or do you know that it tells you
'what you are meant to think is relevant'?
The past life memories we both, and many others, have are like RAM memory in computers (stored as magnetic information in the aura or soul, or whatever you wish to call it) it seems as many are dying - having their memories wiped - then they are becoming carnate without a clue to what just happened to them.
I don't think this post or any post on the internet can truly help you with this, but I've pointed to some things said and silent in this post that may help you.
*This is related to how the fibonacci spiral approximates the phi spiral, the difference between them is that the phi spiral is infinite; it always has been and always will be. Whereas the fibonacci spiral has a beginning and unfolds the same way cells do.
This post has been edited by Zugzwang: Nov 10 2006, 07:53 AM