Unwanted Invader, Outsider or a manifestation of self Options

For the past 2 weeks i have had an unexplained connection with something or someone that nether i nor anyone i have spoken to can identify. I am having feelings that do not belong to me and i am throwing terrible tantrums for no reason what so ever. I also do not realise what i am doing at the time. I thought this was some kind of external control until i experienced an actual being in the private section of my house. This is so well protected that not even my partner can enter it. This lead me to believe that this might be a manifestation of myself. If this is the case i do not understand why i can not control it. Any ideas. Advise would be much appreciated

Greetings,

I think your right on about this being a manifestation of yourself. I dealt with something similar a number of years ago. From what i could gather, we as magicians (or pick your title,lol) can be subject to a much greater degree to our subconscious. I think this comes from the fact that our magickal workings of lead to us having much deeper wellspring of power within us. The subconscious can draw from this power without us knowing it in order to make itself known.
If we have some unrealized desire or fear that becomes really strong yet un-addressed, it will use our latent power to give you a slap in the head, and say PAY ATTENTION!
If this is case then I'd say get yourself into a trance/meditative state and then give this 'being' a name. It doesn't matter what it is, just give it a name. Naming it will give you a degree of control over it, if it's of yourself, that is.
Once named, call it out. Command it to make itself known by whatever means you feel comfortable with. Scream at it, swear at it, or try to 'seduce' it out with kind words. And hopefully from their you can realize what it is and either take it strongly in hand or satisfy it.

But if you discover it's an outside entity, then you can proceed with some effective banishings. I doubt personally that it's the work of another person assaulting you. The energy or feeling would be different i think. But a good hex-block couldn't hurt, just in case.
Hope this helps.
Peace.