Should I Get Rid Of This Stuff. Options

I have had a problem whit starting out a dayly study rythem, faimling in keeping it up, starting over, writing things up in a new note book, failing, and so on and so on. Now I have a bunch of half written note books whit magickal notes and I feel in a way theese testaments to my failiures is holding me back from getting going whit a dayly study rythem. I have been considering burning the old note books as a clensing ritual, but I am hesitent as there is so mutch information aboute rituals and exersises I have done there. Do any of you have any advice aboute what I should do?

i've pared down so much going minimal that i have no books except a couple of really old sci-fi stories and an old book of poetry i found

i keep all my reference stuff on cd-rom and dvd-rom labeled 'inventory backup' stuck in the old book of poetry

thus,

it dosen't get messed with by my roommate/partner

nobody knows what it is but me

you only need it every now and then when you have to look something up and you can't get it here in the esoteric library or somewhere else on the internet

for daily stuff (and i do a lot of daily stuff) - i keep a 'dream diary' on the computer in a password-protecteded database labeled 'copiers'

i only write down the stuff that works so i can remember exactly what i did right, not the stuff (and there's alot of it) that goes wrong

plan it, buid it, do it, write it down if it works

e.

patience isnt a virtue, its a neccessity

This post has been edited by esoterica: Nov 25 2006, 12:03 PM