Help... Just Had An Odd Experience... Options

I turned around from using the computer to look out the window behind me and saw before me what looked like smoke, or incense, inside the house... It was somewhat astral, which was odd, because I don't think my astral vision is all that great. I was amused with this for a while, as I had just been reading from a copy of the Necronomicon and thinking how much I liked the system... I've been wondering if I'm attracted because all the solar stuff makes me sick and I love the Necronomicon's lunar influences... Child of the night...

Anyways, I thought to myself then - smoke, wind... Enlil! Where I had been reading! It spoke of Enlil, and I thought to myself in my crazy little mind "Enlil, God of the Wind"... And despite the fact that there was no wind, a gust blew and shook the trees... Then in the distance in the pitch black (I'm out in the country) I could see something moving, almost coming forward...

I really didn't feel discomforted, although it was very different from anything I'm used to... Could the Necronomicon really be for me? Why am I so attracted to this system? And what the heck just happened?

By the way, after that thing came forward I heard a slight "knock" behind me... Bandar? I even turned again... And now before I added this reply I noticed a dark "shadow" fly across quickly through the few parts lit outside... I think that's about it for now... I'll update you if anything else happens...

Any thoughts?

I have... A number of time throughout the day... "Zi Dingir Bandar Kanpa"... I also have said "Zi Dingir Barashakushu Kanpa" a number of times and two or three times the word of his calling - could Barashakushu have made an appearance? And what was the significance of Enlil? I don't really see people talk much about Enlil on these forums.

Enlil corresponds to the sphere of Pluto. He once had all of the power of Marduk but was dethroned. There was a sibling rivalry between Enlil and his brother ENki. Enki was the first born and most powerful son of Anu but he was a bastard. Enlil was the second born by Anu and Anu's wife the queen of heaven. Eventually ENki won and Enlil was deposed. Enlil is still an elder God and still has power. As an experiment go outside at night raise your arms in the manner of the priest of Shammash and chant Enlil. When I do this the wind starts blowing. I am curious if others will get the same result.

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