Wow, some of these things sounds real familliar. I have several experinces as a child that were real bizzare for me. Most of them were below five, and real strong between two and three, because I can remember a lot of things at that age. However, I have to be carefull because you are never really sure about those ages. When I was 3 I remember me and mom in a bathroom at a truckstop restraunt in Mississippi where when mom was cleaning out her purse, there was a loud sound and there was a hole in the wall that had a lot of light. I remembered that I had to potty real bad at the time, but I was moving around a lot to 'hold it in' and I had the fear that if I dashed into one of the stalls, then the hole in the wall with the light would be gone. Well, I saw a man too. He came out of the wall, and he was real bright, like he was made of light or something. I didn't feel he was bad in any way, and I seem to have a strong memory of him, yet when I try to focus more on what he looked like, the memory fades. He looked like a man, but I don't think he was. Anyways, mom didn't even see him. I remembered that when he looked in my direction I hid. When I looked back, mom was gone. I wandered in and about that bathroom for a whille, and even aproached that hole in the wall. Everytime I did though, the urge to pee got stronger. But I got brave enough and actucally walked in the hole and there was light. I don't remember anything on the right, but on the left it felt larger. There was also a loud sound of noise. I wanted to explore, but alas, the urge to pee. Anyways, I had to leave the hole, and steped over the pieces of the walll, and I even managed to get out of the bathroom and back in several times. Well, when I fianlly did come back in the last time, there was mom doing what she was doing before the man of light took her, empting her purse in front of the mirror, and she was less angry. Before she was real angry and when the man came, he seemed upset at her. Anyways, when I looked at the wall, it was whole again, nothing broken at all. I was afraid to say anything to mom because I was so little, and even then I had a feeling she wouldnt belive me, and what could I say? I've carried this memory with me my entire life, and never once thought anything amis of it till I turned fifteen and it crossed my mind that it might be impossible. When I confronted mom about the memory, she sounded embarressed and looked pale when she said, and I qoute: 'O MY GOD, YOU REMEMBER THAT?!?' As I am older now, I really question that memory. It's impossible. Nothing could come through a solid wall and then put it back the way it was before (Aka, break and then fix it.) That was a loud Crack or crash to...no one in that restruant seemed to hear it. And then again, I was three. What makes me pause about that memory, was how bad the urge to pee was. Everytime, throughout my life, especially if I am in a place where I am not sopost to be, such as in a section of a book store (New age) that mom knows I shouldnot be in, Even now that her and I live three states apart, I have that urge. Anyways, I have struggled with that memory for years and years, when I was smaller, I just excepted it, and by far that was not the only strange memory I have ever had, but that's the one that really stands out in my memory. I have doubts about it though, and to this day I wonder about the strange man. My Mother thinks he was an angel, I cringe when she says that, because I don't think he was. Anyways, this website is about odd experinces, etc: There is mine then. The truckstop restraunt by the way, was the RedHot...located in my home town of Meridian, Ms.....and I have recently moved back. Redhot is no longer there, only the sign. I know all this sounds odd, but I had to put it down. What I think, is that something did happen, but maybe not as I saw it. And mom remembers something as well. But as for the wall? I don't know, but there it is. Reason I don't talk about it is for fear of someone thinking me nuts, for years I have called this man made of light the 'Golden Man', but when I try to remember, he was neither Golden nor entirely made of light. He just looked...I don't know, like a man, tall, dark eyes...very light hair, shoulder length, curly I think, but the skin was pale, but light? Anymore, and I forget. I think he was wearing jeans, but clothes and more details is hard to remember. (IMG:
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