Speed Induced "hallucinations" Options

Now I know that everybody who has experienced "hallucinations" from staying up days on methamphetamine will almost always put it down to speed induced psychosis but after having a very lifelike conversation with a voice in after 3 days of sleep deprivation and lack of food im starting to question how imaginary these so called hallucinations really are.

Im interested in hearing opinions on the subject from occultists. I had no idea what psionics were until I had this experience. The voice talked about all sorts of things but at one point it said "Seeing as your more in tune with this dimension where deceased people reside, I can send you psionic frequencies". Also the voice asked me if it was my first psychedelic encounter.

Another very strange detail was the fact that after the voice told me it was going to give me a wet willy I actually felt a cold finger poke me in the back. It either felt like a cold finger or cold water seeping through my t-shirt.

Alot of very strange and unexplainable things happened. The voice seemed hellbent on convincing me I was dead too. It wanted me to face a certain direction and I noticed when I did the voice would get louder and more intense. At one point the voice said "Now that I have his undivided attention, I concentrate on his frontal lobe". I felt hands on each side of my face after that.

Something fairly strange that happened was after the voice told me I was going to get carpol tunnel syndrome my hands went ice cold and started sweating excessively for no logical reason.

Should I just assume it was my subconscious speaking to me or was there something else involved? The reason I posted in the psionics forum is because of that statement it made about psionic frequencies. I might have heard about psionics but I didnt know exactly what it was at the time.

I agree with you on that darkmage. Drugs like speed do seem like an easy way to alter your consciousness so that you can use parts of your mind you dont usually use but they dont say under the "influence" for nothing. There are alot of other factors involved when taking drugs. Its as if theres an external influence.

Drugs are just the easy way to go. People with the strength and determination can reach these altered states of consciousness through meditation and other natural methods and at the same time they dont have to deal with these external influences.

On the other hand seeing as youve never tried them I really recommend you try cannabis and mushrooms at least once. Id say youll be pleasantly surprised the effects they have on you. Especially with a strong mind such as yours. If your minds strong enough to alter your consciousness and practice magick without drugs then its definately strong enough to handle psychedelics without any negative effects.

When people speak of psychedelics being dangerous theyre right. But theyre only dangerous for people with unprepared minds. When I take psychedelics they only benefit me because my minds prepared and strong enough to deal with bad trips and negative influences. I can literally trip in the darkest, filthiest, most unpleasant places and still direct my trip into a positive one. Nobody else I know can do that. I think I have a naturally strong mind. Im only just getting into magick but I think I have the right mind for it.

Although that psychotic episode would contradict everything I just said about me having a strong mind.

This post has been edited by Xochipilli: Dec 1 2006, 01:12 PM