Now I know that everybody who has experienced "hallucinations" from staying up days on methamphetamine will almost always put it down to speed induced psychosis but after having a very lifelike conversation with a voice in after 3 days of sleep deprivation and lack of food im starting to question how imaginary these so called hallucinations really are.
Im interested in hearing opinions on the subject from occultists. I had no idea what psionics were until I had this experience. The voice talked about all sorts of things but at one point it said "Seeing as your more in tune with this dimension where deceased people reside, I can send you psionic frequencies". Also the voice asked me if it was my first psychedelic encounter.
Another very strange detail was the fact that after the voice told me it was going to give me a wet willy I actually felt a cold finger poke me in the back. It either felt like a cold finger or cold water seeping through my t-shirt.
Alot of very strange and unexplainable things happened. The voice seemed hellbent on convincing me I was dead too. It wanted me to face a certain direction and I noticed when I did the voice would get louder and more intense. At one point the voice said "Now that I have his undivided attention, I concentrate on his frontal lobe". I felt hands on each side of my face after that.
Something fairly strange that happened was after the voice told me I was going to get carpol tunnel syndrome my hands went ice cold and started sweating excessively for no logical reason.
Should I just assume it was my subconscious speaking to me or was there something else involved? The reason I posted in the psionics forum is because of that statement it made about psionic frequencies. I might have heard about psionics but I didnt know exactly what it was at the time.
If it was a spirit it definately was trying to scare me. The first threat was "Rivers are gonna run red with your blood" I found that more funny than scary but I replied to it by saying "Ive never hurt anyone and never would" the voice seemed surprised and said "No? I didnt think so, Ive stabbed 3 people and will do it again if I have to"
The voice kept saying "Just pack your bags and leave your dead already" and "I should take revenge after what you did to me" also it kept saying "Yeah your definately dead" and "Yeah we're definately deceased" meaning I had died. At one point I actually believed I had died of a speed overdose.
Heres a real weird detail I forgot to mention. One point the voice was saying "Whos that coming in your window" and "4 people trying to get into the bed, thats not gonna work" then I felt some tingling on my balls (that happens the odd time when I take ecstasy but never speed) and the voice said "Erica just wants to lick ya"
I found that unbelievably weird because I've never known any Erica's or even Eric's for that matter. Where the hell did that name come from. Thats when I thought my house might be haunted and the ghosts were trying to get me out by saying "Pack your bags and leave" also it said "Do you understand the message?" when Id say what message it replied "Go back to Ireland (my home country) and never come back.
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QUOTE(Xochipilli @ Dec 1 2006, 02:24 PM)
"Go back to Ireland and never come back."
I got that same message from a spirit sunday. That blows my mind.
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"We have wandered into a state of prolonged neurosis because of the absence of a direct pipeline to the unconscious and we have then fallen victim to priestcraft of every conceivable sort. "