Speed Induced "hallucinations" Options

Now I know that everybody who has experienced "hallucinations" from staying up days on methamphetamine will almost always put it down to speed induced psychosis but after having a very lifelike conversation with a voice in after 3 days of sleep deprivation and lack of food im starting to question how imaginary these so called hallucinations really are.

Im interested in hearing opinions on the subject from occultists. I had no idea what psionics were until I had this experience. The voice talked about all sorts of things but at one point it said "Seeing as your more in tune with this dimension where deceased people reside, I can send you psionic frequencies". Also the voice asked me if it was my first psychedelic encounter.

Another very strange detail was the fact that after the voice told me it was going to give me a wet willy I actually felt a cold finger poke me in the back. It either felt like a cold finger or cold water seeping through my t-shirt.

Alot of very strange and unexplainable things happened. The voice seemed hellbent on convincing me I was dead too. It wanted me to face a certain direction and I noticed when I did the voice would get louder and more intense. At one point the voice said "Now that I have his undivided attention, I concentrate on his frontal lobe". I felt hands on each side of my face after that.

Something fairly strange that happened was after the voice told me I was going to get carpol tunnel syndrome my hands went ice cold and started sweating excessively for no logical reason.

Should I just assume it was my subconscious speaking to me or was there something else involved? The reason I posted in the psionics forum is because of that statement it made about psionic frequencies. I might have heard about psionics but I didnt know exactly what it was at the time.

As malicious and insulting as the voice was it actually gave me some good advice. It said "It costs money but I suggest going to a psychologist" also it told me it purged its soul in South America once and recommended I do the same.

The thing is though I've been into shamanism for a long time and I know alot about Ayahuasca or "La Purga" so my mind could have easily relayed that information.

I have actually traveled throughout the Amazon and have met with several Quechua Shamans and tried real Ayahuasca…not the spirit journey bullshit that drives tourists by the dozen, but the authentic medicinal substance used to cure illness. La purga, well yes it is my friend, that stuff purges you clean (from both ends if you catch my drift) but it is not detox which is clearly what you need. If I am reading your posts correctly, though you claim you are clean you have only made a 6 month commitment .Take Smasher’s advice here “straighten your life up”, then if you are still interested in the Ayahuasca journey contact me and I can give you further advice including the names and locations of villages with practicing Shamans. For your own good do not go off on one of those New Age spiritual retreats, they are first and foremost a business and whatever they give you it is not Ayahuasca. Even if they claim they have authentic ayahuasca, if it’s advertised on the web it is not real… simple as that.

It seems to me that you are interested in exploring the ritual side of drug use – as evident among other things in the name you have chosen for this forum. As posted by distillate, this indeed can be a very effective and powerful experience when done in the proper context with a shaman who has the cumulative knowledge of generations. However, tweeking for three days straight is not the proper context. Despite the possibilities that spirits, etc. may have contacted you during this drug induced experience you ought to put it in context with your mental state at the time and not take anything too seriously. Chances are the devil did not speak to you but it was the speed talking…and then again, maybe speed is the devil.