Speed Induced "hallucinations" Options

Now I know that everybody who has experienced "hallucinations" from staying up days on methamphetamine will almost always put it down to speed induced psychosis but after having a very lifelike conversation with a voice in after 3 days of sleep deprivation and lack of food im starting to question how imaginary these so called hallucinations really are.

Im interested in hearing opinions on the subject from occultists. I had no idea what psionics were until I had this experience. The voice talked about all sorts of things but at one point it said "Seeing as your more in tune with this dimension where deceased people reside, I can send you psionic frequencies". Also the voice asked me if it was my first psychedelic encounter.

Another very strange detail was the fact that after the voice told me it was going to give me a wet willy I actually felt a cold finger poke me in the back. It either felt like a cold finger or cold water seeping through my t-shirt.

Alot of very strange and unexplainable things happened. The voice seemed hellbent on convincing me I was dead too. It wanted me to face a certain direction and I noticed when I did the voice would get louder and more intense. At one point the voice said "Now that I have his undivided attention, I concentrate on his frontal lobe". I felt hands on each side of my face after that.

Something fairly strange that happened was after the voice told me I was going to get carpol tunnel syndrome my hands went ice cold and started sweating excessively for no logical reason.

Should I just assume it was my subconscious speaking to me or was there something else involved? The reason I posted in the psionics forum is because of that statement it made about psionic frequencies. I might have heard about psionics but I didnt know exactly what it was at the time.

Yeah theres alot of con artists out there. I hear Peru is the best place to find legitimate ayahuasqueros with pure yaje. Anyway I know enough about ayahuasca and the jungle I can find and brew my own yaje but I would be reluctant to perform a ceremony without experienced ayahuasquero's. Plus without the proper icaro's it mightnt be a beneficiary experience at all.

Yeah Peru is definitely the place to go. From what I could gather there is a complicated process to the brewing of Ayahuasca (the Yage vine is only one component), the shamans I spoke to say it takes about a month before it is ready for use. Aside from the brewing part, a good ayahuasquero is necessary as he leads you through the hallucinations with whistles and songs (i.e. charging the air with icaros).There are some really interesting articles on the combination of music and ayahuasca. One I found really fascinating is

"Hallucinogenic Music: An Analysis of the Role of Whistling in Peruvian Ayahuasca Healing Sessions"
Fred Katz; Marlene Dobkin de Rios
The Journal ofAmerican Folklore, Vol. 84, No. 333. (Jul. - Sep., 1971), pp. 320-327.

This article really shows you the importance of a proper ritual context (in this case music). Anyway, If you can't find this article at your library or online, PM me and I'll see if I can scan my copy to pdf.