Speed Induced "hallucinations" Options

Now I know that everybody who has experienced "hallucinations" from staying up days on methamphetamine will almost always put it down to speed induced psychosis but after having a very lifelike conversation with a voice in after 3 days of sleep deprivation and lack of food im starting to question how imaginary these so called hallucinations really are.

Im interested in hearing opinions on the subject from occultists. I had no idea what psionics were until I had this experience. The voice talked about all sorts of things but at one point it said "Seeing as your more in tune with this dimension where deceased people reside, I can send you psionic frequencies". Also the voice asked me if it was my first psychedelic encounter.

Another very strange detail was the fact that after the voice told me it was going to give me a wet willy I actually felt a cold finger poke me in the back. It either felt like a cold finger or cold water seeping through my t-shirt.

Alot of very strange and unexplainable things happened. The voice seemed hellbent on convincing me I was dead too. It wanted me to face a certain direction and I noticed when I did the voice would get louder and more intense. At one point the voice said "Now that I have his undivided attention, I concentrate on his frontal lobe". I felt hands on each side of my face after that.

Something fairly strange that happened was after the voice told me I was going to get carpol tunnel syndrome my hands went ice cold and started sweating excessively for no logical reason.

Should I just assume it was my subconscious speaking to me or was there something else involved? The reason I posted in the psionics forum is because of that statement it made about psionic frequencies. I might have heard about psionics but I didnt know exactly what it was at the time.

Try the gnostic way of purity my friend. Im interested or practice a mass of things also. there is nothing wrong with having hallucinations or whatever you like to call it (i prefer seeing the truth myself) after three days we are not a society of hardy people like the old barbrians or templar etc.... Anyways if you fast for a day or two and drink down on cranberry and water you will be clean and also probably have the same affects as before. Fasting is a good and still used method for makeing your assemblage point slip. Just if you must use drugs avoid things that speed you life up like meth. We want the opposite affect. We want to see all and be in the here and now. meth is a man made drug also which i hate.
I have been pure for some time but i did go through my shroom, hash, and even opium stage. it does allow you to open doors and experiance what i call the real deal.
meditation is for all intents my "drug" of choice now. it works so well once learned in the art that i scare myself more than with any drug.
Dont worry about trying to be like someone else in fact the most important thing you can ever do is "Know thy self". as you discontinue drugs you will see that the big picture is clearer and your mind is so much faster. My last drug of choice was MJ and it was the worst. It dulls the mind and i even noticed it severly interfered with dreaming. well in my opinion dreaming is key to almost all things esoteric. The pure path is the way to go. I do miss the fun of narcotics but recently ive found that with fasting and meditation i can bring about any state that ive ever been in with drugs. remember mind body and spirit. drugs inhibit two of the three maybe all of them.
To help you progess faster try Tibetan practices they seem to guide me very quickly too where i wanted to be. read all you can get your hands on and meditate. tarot also is extremly helpful.

This post has been edited by Enochian: Dec 2 2006, 03:12 PM