Could I Be Cursed? Options

Something odds been going on in my head for about 6 months now. It happened alot more when I was smoking weed but its still happening alot now that im completely sober.

I keep hearing an internal voice repeating the words "Your dead". It doesnt happen in a row. Say I hear it in the morning about 10 minutes later I might hear it again. Then an hour later I'll hear it again. Its getting to repetetive its really starting to piss me off. I hear it about 50 times a day.

I noticed it started intensifying after hanging around with a certain friend. I had always seen something negative or evil about this particular friend. Lots of times when wed be stoned id see a black shadow flying around his head. Also when hed get drunk he had an urge to hurt people and beat people up. I suspected he mighta been possessed by a demon or the likes.I noticed whenever Id get in a fight with this particular friend id become a little more accident prone and id have fucked up dreams.

For example one day I was arguing with him and told him off. I could see I really pissed him off. That night right as I was falling asleep Id see these black shadows flying into my face. After falling asleep id have these really twisted dreams. Once I dreamt my brother came home from a fight and his whole lower jaw was missing. That dream disturbed me.

A while back I got in a fist fight with this guy and gave him a beating. Thats when I noticed I was having lots of fucked up dreams and hearing "Your dead" all the time. A few days after I beat him up under fairly weird circumstances one day I had the worst accident of my life. I was really drunk coming outta the bar at 3 in the morning and I was running from the police I think. I cant remember very much but I remember hiding between two parked cars and right as I made a run for it a car sped by and clipped me. Insane coincidence to say the least. At the exact moment I made my move a car sped by and hit me. It left me with a huge life long scar on my forehead and I broke my hand in two places when I hit the ground. My hand still isnt healed they have to operate and put a pin it. Its been 5 months but my hands still broken.

I made friends with the guy about a month after the accident and noticed I stopped hearing "Your dead". About 2 months after that I got in another brawl with the guy but I lost this time seeing as my hand was broken. The fucker also split my scar open again. I had to get it stitched up a second time.

Ive been hearing "Your dead" about 40 times a day ever since. Its starting to get on my nerves. Am I being paranoid in assuming this "friend" has anything to do with it?

I seriously dont think hes smart enough to know much about magick or the occult but if he did hes the kinda person that would use black magick. Is there any way to know for sure if theres a curse on my and would a simple banishing ritual lift it?

Thanks alot for the advice. I literally know absolutely nothing about magick and wouldnt know where to start in performing protection mantras, banishing rituals, or charging talismans but im not gonna stop trying until im a real occultist and have the abilities to do these things.

Also im going to a Buddhist temple for a few months to master meditation. Also I think this "friend" has something to do with satanism. Ive had many a crazy mushroom trip with him and he never shuts up about satanism and how the devil gives satanists powers and the likes.

Taking mushrooms with him though I think I saw right through him and I dont think hes all that bad a man. Hes just a gangster wannabe but I had a feeling he mighta been possessed by something and that whenever I pissed him off I also pissed whatever other entities he might have around him too. Only thing is if you give him a reason to take revenge he will do unbelievably stupid things even kill people.

It was like a two curse though. After I made friends with him again he told me he got jumped by a couple of Hatian lunatics on the street and they kicked the living shit outta him but didnt even take his money. Completely unprovoked. I dont think any of us are alone I think we all have entities watching over us but they might not necessarily be the most peaceful or friendly entities.

One big reason I had a problem with him and beat him up is because on numerous occasions hed get drunk and for no reason at all hed approach the biggest m%@*&3f3#!*&rs on the street, hed pepper spray them in the face and knock them out. Thats his idea of fun. Macing them in the face and beating the living shit outta them for no reason. Theyd never know what hit them. Although this is all hear-say ive never seen him do it but he told me he did and hes not the kinda person to make things up. Especially not something like that he knew id only lose respect for him.