Speed Induced "hallucinations" Options

Now I know that everybody who has experienced "hallucinations" from staying up days on methamphetamine will almost always put it down to speed induced psychosis but after having a very lifelike conversation with a voice in after 3 days of sleep deprivation and lack of food im starting to question how imaginary these so called hallucinations really are.

Im interested in hearing opinions on the subject from occultists. I had no idea what psionics were until I had this experience. The voice talked about all sorts of things but at one point it said "Seeing as your more in tune with this dimension where deceased people reside, I can send you psionic frequencies". Also the voice asked me if it was my first psychedelic encounter.

Another very strange detail was the fact that after the voice told me it was going to give me a wet willy I actually felt a cold finger poke me in the back. It either felt like a cold finger or cold water seeping through my t-shirt.

Alot of very strange and unexplainable things happened. The voice seemed hellbent on convincing me I was dead too. It wanted me to face a certain direction and I noticed when I did the voice would get louder and more intense. At one point the voice said "Now that I have his undivided attention, I concentrate on his frontal lobe". I felt hands on each side of my face after that.

Something fairly strange that happened was after the voice told me I was going to get carpol tunnel syndrome my hands went ice cold and started sweating excessively for no logical reason.

Should I just assume it was my subconscious speaking to me or was there something else involved? The reason I posted in the psionics forum is because of that statement it made about psionic frequencies. I might have heard about psionics but I didnt know exactly what it was at the time.

That would explain the whole thing acid. I can see you know your shit. A few details that would back up what you just said is that I started remembering dreams but the weird thing was I hadnt even fallen asleep. I was still sitting at the computer but somehow I started remembering new dreams.

Pretty interesting all the same that it enables you to dream while your still awake.

I agree with distillate there I can see no reason going to rehab would do me any good. Besides like I said I quit drugs already. I ament even drinking anymore. I admit im feeling slightly bipolar after stopping it altogether. Half the time im happy and have the will to improve myself the other half im angry and restless and dont really care what happens to me.

Its only been 5 days though I'll probably have to wait at least 2 weeks until the toxins are fully out of my system.

This post has been edited by Xochipilli: Dec 5 2006, 01:51 AM