Could I Be Cursed? Options

Something odds been going on in my head for about 6 months now. It happened alot more when I was smoking weed but its still happening alot now that im completely sober.

I keep hearing an internal voice repeating the words "Your dead". It doesnt happen in a row. Say I hear it in the morning about 10 minutes later I might hear it again. Then an hour later I'll hear it again. Its getting to repetetive its really starting to piss me off. I hear it about 50 times a day.

I noticed it started intensifying after hanging around with a certain friend. I had always seen something negative or evil about this particular friend. Lots of times when wed be stoned id see a black shadow flying around his head. Also when hed get drunk he had an urge to hurt people and beat people up. I suspected he mighta been possessed by a demon or the likes.I noticed whenever Id get in a fight with this particular friend id become a little more accident prone and id have fucked up dreams.

For example one day I was arguing with him and told him off. I could see I really pissed him off. That night right as I was falling asleep Id see these black shadows flying into my face. After falling asleep id have these really twisted dreams. Once I dreamt my brother came home from a fight and his whole lower jaw was missing. That dream disturbed me.

A while back I got in a fist fight with this guy and gave him a beating. Thats when I noticed I was having lots of fucked up dreams and hearing "Your dead" all the time. A few days after I beat him up under fairly weird circumstances one day I had the worst accident of my life. I was really drunk coming outta the bar at 3 in the morning and I was running from the police I think. I cant remember very much but I remember hiding between two parked cars and right as I made a run for it a car sped by and clipped me. Insane coincidence to say the least. At the exact moment I made my move a car sped by and hit me. It left me with a huge life long scar on my forehead and I broke my hand in two places when I hit the ground. My hand still isnt healed they have to operate and put a pin it. Its been 5 months but my hands still broken.

I made friends with the guy about a month after the accident and noticed I stopped hearing "Your dead". About 2 months after that I got in another brawl with the guy but I lost this time seeing as my hand was broken. The fucker also split my scar open again. I had to get it stitched up a second time.

Ive been hearing "Your dead" about 40 times a day ever since. Its starting to get on my nerves. Am I being paranoid in assuming this "friend" has anything to do with it?

I seriously dont think hes smart enough to know much about magick or the occult but if he did hes the kinda person that would use black magick. Is there any way to know for sure if theres a curse on my and would a simple banishing ritual lift it?

Im only just learning the basics by reading the articles on sacred-magick.com at the moment. I havent learned any rituals at all but once I do I'll be sure to do a cleansing. It can only do good I presume.

One of the aspects of magick im most drawn towards is divination. What kind of divination technique would one use to find out if somebody is using any forms of black magick against them?

Also would psionic vampirism fall under the category of black magick?

Greetings,

I do not think you are under the effects of black magick bro. In another thread I thought I made a positive I.D. on you haveing a Meth induced psychosis. Did the auditorial hallucinations occur in connection with meth use?

Psi Vampirism is not black magick bro. Unless it is being used in a way intended to harm someone. Its much easier to not harm someone with psi vampirism than it is to injure them.

Some years back some Wiccans were very opposed to psi vampirism. I think the occult world is starting to awaken to the fact that psi vampirism is not evil.

Zi Dingir Irkingu Kanpa!