Speed Induced "hallucinations" Options

Now I know that everybody who has experienced "hallucinations" from staying up days on methamphetamine will almost always put it down to speed induced psychosis but after having a very lifelike conversation with a voice in after 3 days of sleep deprivation and lack of food im starting to question how imaginary these so called hallucinations really are.

Im interested in hearing opinions on the subject from occultists. I had no idea what psionics were until I had this experience. The voice talked about all sorts of things but at one point it said "Seeing as your more in tune with this dimension where deceased people reside, I can send you psionic frequencies". Also the voice asked me if it was my first psychedelic encounter.

Another very strange detail was the fact that after the voice told me it was going to give me a wet willy I actually felt a cold finger poke me in the back. It either felt like a cold finger or cold water seeping through my t-shirt.

Alot of very strange and unexplainable things happened. The voice seemed hellbent on convincing me I was dead too. It wanted me to face a certain direction and I noticed when I did the voice would get louder and more intense. At one point the voice said "Now that I have his undivided attention, I concentrate on his frontal lobe". I felt hands on each side of my face after that.

Something fairly strange that happened was after the voice told me I was going to get carpol tunnel syndrome my hands went ice cold and started sweating excessively for no logical reason.

Should I just assume it was my subconscious speaking to me or was there something else involved? The reason I posted in the psionics forum is because of that statement it made about psionic frequencies. I might have heard about psionics but I didnt know exactly what it was at the time.

My ma suggested me going to rehab for that very reason. All I saw was the detox part and I knew I could do that by myself but maybe I shoulda gone for the psychological councelling.

I don't know where you are located but you might check your local hospital or university to find information on drug counceling. At least where I'm at they offer several programs that are free. Wouldn't hurt to check it out. In my experience with the out patient program it was like sophmore health all over again, at least for the first and it was incredibly boring. Then the therapy sessions were a bit fluffy but after getting past that they were insightful. It might even be more practicle to check out the drug rehab and buddhist temple together. I did an intense out patient course (Punishment for not playing their games) but this one guy in there was also a buddhist who studied at a temple up somewhere in the mountains.