I have seen a man slowly committing suicide with eyes wide open and filled with sorrow . His presence did I miss for quite a while , until one day I seeked him out amongst millions to behold the same body cocooned by peace . I was astonished by the change that had overtaken John . Later on I moved into a house where John had passed away , a long time before his death to a more peaceful place. John suffered from a mental illness , I would see him hanging around here and there , he was a heavy smoker and had a heavy coff , I suspect he's lungs were in a very poor condition , (thus the slowly committing suicide) . John , from my perpective did not live a happy life . The following is speculation , I believe he came down with a life endind prob. He's Aura of peace was highly likely because of this knowledge . He knew he was gonna die soon , to leave the suffering behind . Where is John now ? Heaven , I think , even though he knew the consequences of his habit , given the state he was in . John found peace near the end , he stood out amongst the crowd , I think deep inside I crave to be passed away before my death....hopefully soon. PEACE.
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I'm just walking in the rain[B]
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