My Sigil Is Screwing With My Head Options

I launched my first sigil a couple weeks ago, and being the selfish prick that I am, I geared it towards 'getting a girl'.

Now I'm completely obsessed! She's all up in my head like leaves on a tree and I can't get her out! And she's obviously not interested, and I think I'm creeping her out!

So last night I made one to 'counteract' the previous one... sort of as an addition to the one that's already out there... in the hopes that it'll help divert the energy towards something more positive, and perhaps I'll stop thinking about the damn broad so much. I think it might work, but I can't be sure. If anything, it might've strengthened the bond.

And of course, it makes sense that me and my accident-prone impulsive self would launch my first sigil for something that created consequences I didn't have the foresight to see. Either way, I'm pretty much flabbergasted that it worked at all. But now I'm sorta screwed up in the head.

I have since realized the error of my ways and launched more carefully worded sigils with more pure intent... But how on earth do I get rid of this nonsense?!

I did the same thing back in when I was a freshmen in highschool and got similar results. What I did was I rewrote the same sigil (on paper) in reverse and applied it to a lid of a glass jar. Then I took the old sigil and tore it up into many many tiny pieces while chanting something I pretty much made up on the spot. When I felt satisfied that the sigil had been thoroughly demolished and would no longer cycle energy I then proceeded to burn the pieces into ashes. Without touching the ashes (for fear any remaining magick might accidently enchant me and I can't repeat this process on myself) I dumped them into the jar and filled it with salt water. I slapped the lid on tight and shook it up real well. The amount of vigor I put into the shaking was how I charged it. Once that was done I put it in a little lock box I have and kept it there for a month (so the salt water would thoroughly nullify the sigil). Finally I took it out to a near by pond and dumped the contents, handling it like toxic waste. Then to disperse the second sigil's energy I shattered the jar and buried the pieces out in the middle of a corn field and buried them very deeply and piled rocks over them. All I can say is it worked to my satisfaction. It worked instantly when I locked the jar up (I remember having been overcome by inexplicable laughter and then the desire to be with that girl was gone). Ironically about a year and a half later the same girl was apparently crushing on me. But I was already taken at the time.

This post has been edited by Acid09: Dec 18 2006, 07:34 PM