Disturbing Dream Options

At the mloment I am preparing to evoke the entity Bune, which will be my first Goetic summoning. ( I posted about this in the Goetia section )
I'm currently peparing the ritual itself and I have started to peform the LBRP every day and have just started on the LBRH.
Anyway, two nigts ago I had quite a disturbing dream that really scared me, to the point where upon waking I had to have the light on for some time afterwards. i cant remember in great detail but basically it seemed magical themed and at one point in the dream I was in some sort of garen with a building nearby and it seemed I was almost running around aimlessley. In this garden, and after me it seemed, was a small girl, no older than 10 years old ( probably alot younger than that ) and she was trying to get hold of me. There seemed to be something really sinister and dangerous about her which I sensed but i was certain she wanted to do me harm. After this, I was still in this garden place when the girl changed ( in the dream it was night time throughout ) and standing before me was a female who was dressed as a nun. However, the top of her nun outfit wasnt that of a usual nun, this one went up into a long point, pretty much the same as a KKK thing. The nun face was that of a demon, I dont mean anything like a Goetic demon, I mean what people normally associate with a real evil demon - hissing, jet black eyes, etc. This demon seemed female, and there was another person with me ( I cant remember who ) and I showed this other person some sort of metal Talisman on a chain which I held in my had. i showed this to the demon, and also made this demon aware of the penrtagram of solomon hung around my neck ( which shades of yellow (?) ) and the demon said to me " They wont protect you"
At this point I woke up, and when I came back to reality I was really shook up, scared and had to keep the light on for a bit. I still felt, in those few seconds after waking, as if I was in danger and there was something there. It was a really, really strong feeling that something was there, and thinking about it, I've found myself in that situation alo of times befoe in the past upon waking in the middle of the night. After that I was totally reluctant to fall back to asleep at all. Does anyone have any ideas what this is about ?

Stevekent

PS - there is another dream that keeps recurring which I'd like to discuss after this one is dealt with. Thanks (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bigwink.gif)

Greetings Stevekent,

Your intent for the past couple weeks has been focused on the spirits of the Goetia...well, the channel opens both ways. Things will go bump in the night!

In the future do a banishing ritual such as the LBRP and you’ll be able to resume sleep.

Perhaps this dream was a subconscious reminder to take this upcoming evocation attempt seriously. Perhaps, you have haphazardly approached this subject like one would a small child, only to find that the child is really a monster... You see what I’m getting at? Or perhaps, the spirits of the Goetia are simply playing with your head- testing your fortitude and conviction.

My point is that only you will know how to interpret this dream. Put it in context with your life and what you have been doing. Be honest with yourself. Are you taking the Goetia too lightly? Are you ready for what you might face? Use this dream to assess your current level of preparation.

This demon seemed female, and there was another person with me ( I cant remember who ) and I showed this other person some sort of metal Talisman on a chain which I held in my had. i showed this to the demon, and also made this demon aware of the penrtagram of solomon hung around my neck ( which shades of yellow (?) ) and the demon said to me " They wont protect you"

The demon is right! Talismans as with words only carry meaning when the magician understands that he and his tools are no more than an antenna for the divine Will. The objects themselves won’t protect you; it is what the object represents, the power behind the symbols that make you invincible to the demon. Understand this and familiarize yourself with your tools and you will be all right. Good luck!

This post has been edited by Faustopheles: Dec 21 2006, 05:26 AM