Well, I used to have a similar effect when I was younger. My best friend's father, a shaman, told me that around my ankle, my aura, if you will, was broken. I would close my eyes and resonating spirits from the Summerlands would show me horrible things... What their now view of their murder was, how they would like to murder people, torture, death, infernal things, and it was a great disturbance to me in my everyday work.
Anyway, some meditation, calming rituals, and willing my "aura" to fix itself later... I was fine! I was literally amazed that something so small could have caused it. The source of the problem, according to him, was that I had broken it long ago. In fact I had, and I had thought it a twisted ankle, but that it had healed funny. Hairline fracture, in reality.
Do some meditation and try to find where your "intruders" may be getting in. Something open and unprotected should be what you are looking for.
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"It is not a garment I cast off this day, but a skin that I tear with my own hands." Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet
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