Could I Be Cursed? Options

Something odds been going on in my head for about 6 months now. It happened alot more when I was smoking weed but its still happening alot now that im completely sober.

I keep hearing an internal voice repeating the words "Your dead". It doesnt happen in a row. Say I hear it in the morning about 10 minutes later I might hear it again. Then an hour later I'll hear it again. Its getting to repetetive its really starting to piss me off. I hear it about 50 times a day.

I noticed it started intensifying after hanging around with a certain friend. I had always seen something negative or evil about this particular friend. Lots of times when wed be stoned id see a black shadow flying around his head. Also when hed get drunk he had an urge to hurt people and beat people up. I suspected he mighta been possessed by a demon or the likes.I noticed whenever Id get in a fight with this particular friend id become a little more accident prone and id have fucked up dreams.

For example one day I was arguing with him and told him off. I could see I really pissed him off. That night right as I was falling asleep Id see these black shadows flying into my face. After falling asleep id have these really twisted dreams. Once I dreamt my brother came home from a fight and his whole lower jaw was missing. That dream disturbed me.

A while back I got in a fist fight with this guy and gave him a beating. Thats when I noticed I was having lots of fucked up dreams and hearing "Your dead" all the time. A few days after I beat him up under fairly weird circumstances one day I had the worst accident of my life. I was really drunk coming outta the bar at 3 in the morning and I was running from the police I think. I cant remember very much but I remember hiding between two parked cars and right as I made a run for it a car sped by and clipped me. Insane coincidence to say the least. At the exact moment I made my move a car sped by and hit me. It left me with a huge life long scar on my forehead and I broke my hand in two places when I hit the ground. My hand still isnt healed they have to operate and put a pin it. Its been 5 months but my hands still broken.

I made friends with the guy about a month after the accident and noticed I stopped hearing "Your dead". About 2 months after that I got in another brawl with the guy but I lost this time seeing as my hand was broken. The fucker also split my scar open again. I had to get it stitched up a second time.

Ive been hearing "Your dead" about 40 times a day ever since. Its starting to get on my nerves. Am I being paranoid in assuming this "friend" has anything to do with it?

I seriously dont think hes smart enough to know much about magick or the occult but if he did hes the kinda person that would use black magick. Is there any way to know for sure if theres a curse on my and would a simple banishing ritual lift it?

I know of this spell, it's a vodou black magick spell. I may be wrong, but there is a spell which consists of hollowing a dog's head and eviscerating it of its insides, then filling it with bones and blood, and suffusing it with chicken blood. The magician then proceeds to burry the dog's head near the house of the victim (which in this case is you).

What this does is incur the victim's dreams with tremendous terror and acts as a warning and command by which the magician has made.

My suggestion to you would be to be vigilant to all of your directions, and your house, and seek if there is anything burried nearby.

I appologise if this may seem radical to you, but this is a very tried and true formula of black magick, and usually the neophyte can make this spell easily work.

All the best.

This post has been edited by DeathStalker: Dec 22 2006, 10:47 PM

Thats a pretty mad thought alright. I live right in the middle of the city. Even if it was physically possible to bury a skull id say passersby would find it pretty mad and call the police.
Then again theres an alley way behind my apartment building and its unpaved somebody could dig through the dirt and bury it.

Funny enough though its not a far out idea thinking that this particular enemy would do something like this. Anybody that knows him wouldnt be all that surprised if they heard he did something like that. Hes Cuban and he was telling me about his religion one day and it seemed a whole lot like voodoo to me. I dont know what he called it but I was in a Cuban restaurant with him and there was a showcase with ornaments and statues. Alot of the statues looked like Catholic virgin Mary's and shit like that. I'll look it up.

Where did you hear about this voodoo technique?? I know where this fucker stays too. Although I couldnt get a dogs skull I can get an old foxes or some small animals skull I found out in the country last summer. My old mans into the occult and decided to keep it for some odd reason. I wouldnt wanna do black magick on him unless I was sure he was doing it to me first though. It would be cool if there was a way to counter it or reflect the black magick back at the practitioner.


On another note I noticed my dad has more than one upside down Jesus on the cross on his walls. One of them is a jesus ripped off the cross and hanging upside down. I commented on it one day I said "thats a bit sacreligious dont you think" and he got all defensive and replied "Yeah Im a Satan worshipper" sarcastically.

I know hes into Thelema and talks alot about Crowley. What would upside down Jesus's on crosses mean to somebody who practices Thelema. He was reading the book Sefir Yetzirah "The Herbrew Book of Creation" one day and he was telling me he had the ability to connect to people astrally and poke them and said he did it to his friend and he got a fright.

After I had this meth induced psychotic episode the voice claimed to be my dad loads of times and had the same voice as him and said things that only would say etc. I found it strange that after he said this the voice that night told me it was going to give me a wet willy and I felt a cold finger poke me. The next day I asked him about it and he denied ever having said that. He says he doesnt have the power to do anything like that.

Could there be any possibility he had something to do with this psychotic episode. I was talking to him the day before when I was on speed and he knew I was on it. Could he have used that as an opportunity to telepathically communicate with me? Also the voice said what opened the door was when I let my old man do a little hypnosis on me a week earlier. He said "Your going to open up to all language" or some shit like that I wasnt paying much attention. I thought it didnt work because at the end he tried to make my hand raise automatically but I was way too conscious and it didnt work.

This post has been edited by Xochipilli: Dec 23 2006, 12:36 PM

Thats a pretty mad thought alright. I live right in the middle of the city. Even if it was physically possible to bury a skull id say passersby would find it pretty mad and call the police.
Then again theres an alley way behind my apartment building and its unpaved somebody could dig through the dirt and bury it.

He could have used any animal head. I do not believe it's restricted to a dog's.

Funny enough though its not a far out idea thinking that this particular enemy would do something like this. Anybody that knows him wouldnt be all that surprised if they heard he did something like that. Hes Cuban and he was telling me about his religion one day and it seemed a whole lot like voodoo to me. I dont know what he called it but I was in a Cuban restaurant with him and there was a showcase with ornaments and statues. Alot of the statues looked like Catholic virgin Mary's and shit like that. I'll look it up.

South/Central Americans have doll magick in their religion, closely related to voodoo.

Where did you hear about this voodoo technique?? I know where this fucker stays too. Although I couldnt get a dogs skull I can get an old foxes or some small animals skull I found out in the country last summer. My old mans into the occult and decided to keep it for some odd reason. I wouldnt wanna do black magick on him unless I was sure he was doing it to me first though. It would be cool if there was a way to counter it or reflect the black magick back at the practitioner.

I know reverse spells pm me I'll give you one you can get to work.

On another note I noticed my dad has more than one upside down Jesus on the cross on his walls. One of them is a jesus ripped off the cross and hanging upside down. I commented on it one day I said "thats a bit sacreligious dont you think" and he got all defensive and replied "Yeah Im a Satan worshipper" sarcastically.

Jesus haters aren't limited to Satanists. Blasphemy is important when dealing against catholics and/or protestants.

I know hes into Thelema and talks alot about Crowley. What would upside down Jesus's on crosses mean to somebody who practices Thelema. He was reading the book Sefir Yetzirah "The Herbrew Book of Creation" one day and he was telling me he had the ability to connect to people astrally and poke them and said he did it to his friend and he got a fright.

Crowley was a LHP in disguise. The connection with people astraly takes place via "Etheric Projection" (see my post on "different realms").

After I had this meth induced psychotic episode the voice claimed to be my dad loads of times and had the same voice as him and said things that only would say etc. I found it strange that after he said this the voice that night told me it was going to give me a wet willy and I felt a cold finger poke me. The next day I asked him about it and he denied ever having said that. He says he doesnt have the power to do anything like that.

Heh.

Could there be any possibility he had something to do with this psychotic episode. I was talking to him the day before when I was on speed and he knew I was on it. Could he have used that as an opportunity to telepathically communicate with me? Also the voice said what opened the door was when I let my old man do a little hypnosis on me a week earlier. He said "Your going to open up to all language" or some shit like that I wasnt paying much attention. I thought it didnt work because at the end he tried to make my hand raise automatically but I was way too conscious and it didnt work.

It's possible that he used your hallucination as an advantage to connect with you.

Hypnosis won't work if you don't pay attention.


Sorry for the short answers (psst I have nail polish on that's just drying).
Peace

This post has been edited by DeathStalker: Dec 23 2006, 09:00 PM