I don't know what they mean by "being different" here, but the book seems to be more interesting than it really is. It's almost like the Necronomicon, in a sense.
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It started to dawn on me at a very young age that I was different, that my ‘’family’’ did not seem very much so. Turned out there was a distinct difference, just how much I would not know for many years. Oh, the signs were there, They, were there, I simply could not ''see'' at the time.
In addition, some knowledge, some things are just too much to handle, too frightening for a small child who would have frequent dreams of falling, of flying, dreams that seemed so vivid, so real, but were they? Surely, a dream was just as my human parents had attempted to teach me, fake, nothing more than a fantasy. After all, why would they lie to me?
Some experiences can be quite, perplexing for a child who would lie paralyzed in his bed, very much aware, yet frightened at the time of the mighty Presence that blanketed him, that Gazed back.
Surely someone else had experienced similar things, had seen what he had seen.
All I had wanted growing up was to find my way back to My real home, to discover who I truly was, where I came from, well, I did.
I am here.
My true Family embraces Me.
This Temple stands before you to offer Guidance and Perspective to those of the Blood, those born worthy of Godhood.
We hunger for knowledge, We hunger to experience, We drink deeply from the cup of life.
We are unique.
We, are the Vampire.
Join Us in being truly alive, truly Awake, in working towards Immortality and beyond, that is, if you have what it takes.
After all, you are what you are.
What do you think about it?
I believe this thread may belong somewhere else pretty soon... I'm glad I found it.