Just Another Stupid Newbie. Options

'Allo. My name, well. The name I prefer to go by, is Locke Kurokaze. I guess I'm a very new Magician of sorts, being only fifteen, mainly interested in vampires and necromancy. I've been trying to research Magick for three years, ever since I thought I was 'kissed' by a vampire, and recent discoveries in my research lead me to think of myself as a vampire. But there's never any telling what's true, at least, when you have no one similiar.

Eh. I guess I'm pretty much looking around for people to be friends I can speak freely with about my practice, and those more wise than myself. I'm more or less open to the advice of my elders, and extremely eager to refine my spiritual capabilities.

With that, I look forward to becoming a member of this community and learning as much as I can.

Well, my story really isn't much. I lived my life unaware of the occult until I was 12...Happily going along practicing swordfighting...(I've ALWAYS loved swordplay, martial arts and the like) and playing video games because it was the only way I could spend time with my older brother.

Eh, one day almost three years ago now I met a girl my age who was speaking about Vampires. Obviously I heard of them and thought they were pretty cool, but I never desired such a life until I spoke with this girl. Sarah, was her name. Each morning I woke up after meeting her, I felt more and more different, more and more hungry for blood, or whatever energy it contains, until she said she had found a Vampire to take her in, the Kiss we called it. That moment when a Vampire in common beliefs, at least, would sink their fangs into your neck and you became one yourself. The last words she told me was she found a Vampire to take care of me as well.

I was basically thrilled, and before long I woke up one night, never to be the same again. Two small holes on my neck were healing, and I didn't feel human. I started being able to use Magick ever since that 'kiss,' and I tried to keep a normal life even with this new ability.

Well...I guess time passed. Recently I resumed research on Vampires, trying desperately to find out what excactly happened to me, and why the unknown vampire never spoke to me, and along my research figured out that probably just a Psychic vampire.

*sigh* I really don't know anything yet though, and I can't take it, not having anybody to accompany me with my studies, not having anyone to teach me how to use my energiess. - To become a full vampire and necromancer. So hey. I hope I'll find help among all of you here, and I hope my age shouldn't handicap me. All I want right now is to learn what I feel I was born to master.